Thursday, August 26, 2010
This is my first time i feel so bad.
Ask her to help me with work stuff in fact cause her trouble.
Her bf don believe i wit her all along.
And is like only we both girls. . .
Think abt it, u both together 1 yr plus le. .
And her bf say want see our picture i take with her .
but i ask her delete cause i find it ugly n i very shag
yet what jus cause of this her bf insists she with some one else.
Even though i try to explain to him.
SORRY~
cause i ask her help me work plus jus nw ask her delete the pic
ended up cause this problem.
that make him misunderstand her.
explanation~
she's with me all along
since morning.
we been busy doing store n set up stall~
clearing stuff n packing stuff.
dinner with her
see her use Fb. cause she use my broadband.
went to buy my hair accessories n go home.
we did take pic but i insists her to delete
i feeel helpless ~
And im very shag .
So many things awaiting for me to settle.
Stock
Money
bla bla bla. . .
all the thing i cause want.
i own self bring more trouble .
Ask her to help me with work stuff in fact cause her trouble.
Her bf don believe i wit her all along.
And is like only we both girls. . .
Think abt it, u both together 1 yr plus le. .
And her bf say want see our picture i take with her .
but i ask her delete cause i find it ugly n i very shag
yet what jus cause of this her bf insists she with some one else.
Even though i try to explain to him.
SORRY~
cause i ask her help me work plus jus nw ask her delete the pic
ended up cause this problem.
that make him misunderstand her.
explanation~
she's with me all along
since morning.
we been busy doing store n set up stall~
clearing stuff n packing stuff.
dinner with her
see her use Fb. cause she use my broadband.
went to buy my hair accessories n go home.
we did take pic but i insists her to delete
i feeel helpless ~
And im very shag .
So many things awaiting for me to settle.
Stock
Money
bla bla bla. . .
all the thing i cause want.
i own self bring more trouble .
9:02 AM.
Monday, August 23, 2010
ROAR~~
she's so HYPER till im still awake right now =X
Todae Lizhen my cousin come my house
over night. Hahahs~
Before that i meet her at bugis around 2 plus.
Then head to store settle payment
after that go suntec then buy dinner home.
Omg i like sick again:X
cause i kanna rain twice :(
feel cold n headach . . .
Hope no fever
This thurs i will start work le
Will be busy with alot of stuff and stress :'(
sayang, aku cinta kamu~♥
nothing can break us apart
she's so HYPER till im still awake right now =X
Todae Lizhen my cousin come my house
over night. Hahahs~
Before that i meet her at bugis around 2 plus.
Then head to store settle payment
after that go suntec then buy dinner home.
Omg i like sick again:X
cause i kanna rain twice :(
feel cold n headach . . .
Hope no fever
This thurs i will start work le
Will be busy with alot of stuff and stress :'(
sayang, aku cinta kamu~♥
nothing can break us apart
1:25 PM.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
He's so handsome n cool , he's the
baddest guy i see i
wondering why i only see u in my dreams.
and love all my life , he's the only one for me
my L.O.V.E oh~~my love. . .
Today go store settle stuff n sort things.
Ended up raining alot of things cant do :X
So clear bit by bit. . . Walk pass the place that he use
work kinda miss him:( i miss u daddy ~
After that kinda stress actually but after all im alright.
Bought cash book @ ARTbox
FBT short n tee. . .
Jys me ! GYM GYM GYM~
9:54 AM.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Today go meet cousin,
go her house help her download mozilla firefox.
Then do nail polish stuff and slack around her area.
Dinner at Long John.
Now stomach hurts Zzzzz...
Mon - GYM
Tue -GYM
Wed - GYM
Thur- Work
Fri - Work
Sat - Work
Sun - Work
This will be my coming schedule.
go her house help her download mozilla firefox.
Then do nail polish stuff and slack around her area.
Dinner at Long John.
Now stomach hurts Zzzzz...
Mon - GYM
Tue -GYM
Wed - GYM
Thur- Work
Fri - Work
Sat - Work
Sun - Work
This will be my coming schedule.
10:47 AM.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Finally funeral over le:X
But actually i still cant get over it.
I cant imagine this thurs how i will be when i get back to shop
This thurs i will be taking over the shop, taking over his business.
Hope i can cope and do better.
Hopefully nobody will find trouble there.
But i sure this coming thurs my life wil be kinda tough.
Cause several CID ppl call and ask me stuff bout there
and people there been bothering about the stuff.
I simply miss him !~
Today go suntec wit dar dar then meet emiko n raymond.
Revise my jap language.
PLAN
- Shop n business
- Next Year study
Jys me n emiko!
9:19 AM.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Happy birthday Singapore ~
Memories~
God daddy today pass away
and is on national day :'(
Rest in peace daddy.
I don't know is it good or bad.
Should i feel happy for him or sad.
Good?- cause he don't need to suffer anymore.
Bad?- cause he actually don't wanna leave yet.
(cause he struggle twice but nt the third time)
Happy?- cause he finally don't feel pain n can rest.
Sad?- cause i don't want him to leave me yet.
I just cant accept the fact that he already leave the world.
Cause i see him almost everyday, suddenly something missing
so sudden, so fast n i didnt even manage to see him this morning.
Today i actually preparing to go out yet a phone call n smses
say that: " dad already pass away."
don't believe i thought im dreaming. *pinch myself no! is true !
i reply back :"What?."
And yes is the same reply from them.
Then phone ring~ yes he already leave us. . .
Tears just burst out from my eyes, i just abt to see him
Y. . . so sudden so fast.
I cannot accept the fact that he's already gone.
When mum come home, there it goes i hug mummy n i cry.
i really cannot stop the tears. .
Wait till nite then i go down the funeral.
Saw his photo n coffin i cant control again n tears roll down again.
i really still dont believe his dead.
After talk to brothers they all. I thought i can let go.
But no, think back abt how i spend times wit him all this.
My tears just keep roll down.
Then i know that i still havent let go .
Really hard to let go. But i have too.
I can't imagine what will happen this friday.
I hope i wont cry. Cannot cry.
Something really missing out of sudden.
Miss his voice, his look his everything.
Miss him always~ ♥
even though his not my real dad, but since young
he always take care of me.
Teach me, play talk with me.
Not like my real dad. Only bring money home means
he take care of us.
All the while his like my real dad.
Thank god that his son accept me as half sister.
And im happy that even though he in pain
and when his mind nt very clear like half concious,
he still remeber me n mummy.
Hold my hand tightly n smile~
Memories~
God daddy today pass away
and is on national day :'(
Rest in peace daddy.
I don't know is it good or bad.
Should i feel happy for him or sad.
Good?- cause he don't need to suffer anymore.
Bad?- cause he actually don't wanna leave yet.
(cause he struggle twice but nt the third time)
Happy?- cause he finally don't feel pain n can rest.
Sad?- cause i don't want him to leave me yet.
I just cant accept the fact that he already leave the world.
Cause i see him almost everyday, suddenly something missing
so sudden, so fast n i didnt even manage to see him this morning.
Today i actually preparing to go out yet a phone call n smses
say that: " dad already pass away."
don't believe i thought im dreaming. *pinch myself no! is true !
i reply back :"What?."
And yes is the same reply from them.
Then phone ring~ yes he already leave us. . .
Tears just burst out from my eyes, i just abt to see him
Y. . . so sudden so fast.
I cannot accept the fact that he's already gone.
When mum come home, there it goes i hug mummy n i cry.
i really cannot stop the tears. .
Wait till nite then i go down the funeral.
Saw his photo n coffin i cant control again n tears roll down again.
i really still dont believe his dead.
After talk to brothers they all. I thought i can let go.
But no, think back abt how i spend times wit him all this.
My tears just keep roll down.
Then i know that i still havent let go .
Really hard to let go. But i have too.
I can't imagine what will happen this friday.
I hope i wont cry. Cannot cry.
Something really missing out of sudden.
Miss his voice, his look his everything.
Miss him always~ ♥
even though his not my real dad, but since young
he always take care of me.
Teach me, play talk with me.
Not like my real dad. Only bring money home means
he take care of us.
All the while his like my real dad.
Thank god that his son accept me as half sister.
And im happy that even though he in pain
and when his mind nt very clear like half concious,
he still remeber me n mummy.
Hold my hand tightly n smile~
5:27 PM.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Say is easy, but hard to do.
i hate this feeling.
i hate this feeling.
9:16 AM.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Full of laughter n Tiring Day~~
Today meet Rach n jensen go suntec
then go marina square walk walk.
First reach suntec then go buy Royce Nama
white choc:X Then see got any movie can
watch, then go eat at kfc :X
After that we walk to marina square.
At first actually i kinda emo :(
Then after awhile im ok :X
Shop around marina cause some place got sales
like Zara, Mango, Dorthy, Top Shop n etc. . .
And we go arcade play games(so long nv touch),
Play house of dead 4 n bishi bashi. . .
Actually want play para but with rach around
im stress!:X Oops! hahahs
Then me n jensen keep disturb Rach cause she k
eep say she very broke no money only left $4+ bla bla. . .
so we was like keep calculating how much she
left all this hahas. .
After shopping tired le go Starbuck chill. . .
Bought java chip :X Then we slack n talk.
They machiam interview me :X
Keep ask thing about my baby ._."
Then suddenly Rach take out my i touch play Tap bubble:X
omg she break my high score.
Then after that we take turn n play break high score.
ROAR! both of them break nearly all my score ! ._."
Imagine we hold the i touch n keep taping non stop.
1min see can tap how many bubble!
now the high score is 392:X aww wonder what
they eat so good in tapping.
Untill Rach is Destroy queen n jen is Cleaning King :X
hahas y neh cause rach tap can hear her nails sound tapping
n jen tap til like his cleaning my i touch :)
But kinda fun :)
After that i go home n they go somewhere else.
i nvr join them cause stomach ach like hell and im
tired tomorrow still need visit god daddy wonder how is he le :X
Today meet Rach n jensen go suntec
then go marina square walk walk.
First reach suntec then go buy Royce Nama
white choc:X Then see got any movie can
watch, then go eat at kfc :X
After that we walk to marina square.
At first actually i kinda emo :(
Then after awhile im ok :X
Shop around marina cause some place got sales
like Zara, Mango, Dorthy, Top Shop n etc. . .
And we go arcade play games(so long nv touch),
Play house of dead 4 n bishi bashi. . .
Actually want play para but with rach around
im stress!:X Oops! hahahs
Then me n jensen keep disturb Rach cause she k
eep say she very broke no money only left $4+ bla bla. . .
so we was like keep calculating how much she
left all this hahas. .
After shopping tired le go Starbuck chill. . .
Bought java chip :X Then we slack n talk.
They machiam interview me :X
Keep ask thing about my baby ._."
Then suddenly Rach take out my i touch play Tap bubble:X
omg she break my high score.
Then after that we take turn n play break high score.
ROAR! both of them break nearly all my score ! ._."
Imagine we hold the i touch n keep taping non stop.
1min see can tap how many bubble!
now the high score is 392:X aww wonder what
they eat so good in tapping.
Untill Rach is Destroy queen n jen is Cleaning King :X
hahas y neh cause rach tap can hear her nails sound tapping
n jen tap til like his cleaning my i touch :)
But kinda fun :)
After that i go home n they go somewhere else.
i nvr join them cause stomach ach like hell and im
tired tomorrow still need visit god daddy wonder how is he le :X
1:31 PM.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Finally back to blog~
ROAR why i keep headach n stomach ach ! :(
Damn xin ku :'( arrgh!~
Recent i meet emiko, rach and dardar.
All last min say meet:X
Recently i watch Despicable Me n The Sorcerer's Apprentice.
This 2 show damn nice :)
Next i wanna watch is Street Dance n Tekken :X
And cant wait for the Resident evil3D n KOF!
Alot of new show coming le. . .
Just now after dinner, watch tv wit dad in the living
room.
Watch News n he sudden so random talk abt World End soon.
LOL! @.@ i was like dad wad u sae jus nw??
Then he repeat world going end so mus buck up work hard:X
n sae u nv read news?
Nowadays alot of news talking abt ppl see UFO all tis.
plus the weather, those flood n forest on fire all tis.
You dunno world going end?? i was like @.@*
n i reply ya 2012 ma jus 2 yrs time hor? So wad for i work harder?
And his hand jus SMACK* i was like joking onli ma .__."!
And he sae when the time all those alien come is really world
end le, plus now we see those UFO cause they r checking on us.
When time comes they will attack n here it goes world end.
And i reply the alien cute ma? mus be really cute how i wish i hug them.
Here it goes another SMACK* ._."!
But seriously dad u believe got aliens? n UFO??
And he sae um! i was like oo y they need to waste time check on
us then attack?
Cause the alien miss me that's y :X
..............
SMACK* Wah 3 times k! i was jus joking na .__."!
n he stil cann sae got mosquito!!! DoottsssZ~
And my dad sae sooon i wan u follow me go church :X
i was like aww !~~~ YOU MUST BE KIDDING!:)
And dad realli kinda hyper today.
finally i manage to come room blog n listen song:X
MISSION CLEAR no more alien topic n smack treats!
And last! oh yay i collect 1000 token le ! wee~ 2ooo more to go :)
Things really change not like before,
Hot turn Cold,
Sweet turn Sour,
And smile turn to Tears.
You don't know what exactly
happn n what im thinking right now. . .
Damn xin ku :'( arrgh!~
Recent i meet emiko, rach and dardar.
All last min say meet:X
Recently i watch Despicable Me n The Sorcerer's Apprentice.
This 2 show damn nice :)
Next i wanna watch is Street Dance n Tekken :X
And cant wait for the Resident evil3D n KOF!
Alot of new show coming le. . .
Just now after dinner, watch tv wit dad in the living
room.
Watch News n he sudden so random talk abt World End soon.
LOL! @.@ i was like dad wad u sae jus nw??
Then he repeat world going end so mus buck up work hard:X
n sae u nv read news?
Nowadays alot of news talking abt ppl see UFO all tis.
plus the weather, those flood n forest on fire all tis.
You dunno world going end?? i was like @.@*
n i reply ya 2012 ma jus 2 yrs time hor? So wad for i work harder?
And his hand jus SMACK* i was like joking onli ma .__."!
And he sae when the time all those alien come is really world
end le, plus now we see those UFO cause they r checking on us.
When time comes they will attack n here it goes world end.
And i reply the alien cute ma? mus be really cute how i wish i hug them.
Here it goes another SMACK* ._."!
But seriously dad u believe got aliens? n UFO??
And he sae um! i was like oo y they need to waste time check on
us then attack?
Cause the alien miss me that's y :X
..............
SMACK* Wah 3 times k! i was jus joking na .__."! n he stil cann sae got mosquito!!! DoottsssZ~
And my dad sae sooon i wan u follow me go church :X
i was like aww !~~~ YOU MUST BE KIDDING!:)
And dad realli kinda hyper today.
finally i manage to come room blog n listen song:X
MISSION CLEAR no more alien topic n smack treats!
And last! oh yay i collect 1000 token le ! wee~ 2ooo more to go :)
Things really change not like before,
Hot turn Cold,
Sweet turn Sour,
And smile turn to Tears.
You don't know what exactly
happn n what im thinking right now. . .
10:57 AM.
