Monday, July 26, 2010
RUBBISHH feel so UPSET!
Roar!~ About the job really feel so . . .
Ask me go training ended up ask
me wait for call like wasting my time
Training 5 Hrs give me $10.
Friends all sae y i so stupid go for that job.
Zzz... Stupid me. After that god father also
sae y i so silly go for that interview :'(
i was like haish T.T after that,
mummy told me maybe hari raya?
might going indonesia again!~
Recently~
i addicted to this game in arcade
the fishing game:X frm Japan
So far i have collected 850 Tg token
n extra 27 left:X
Looking forward to collect more :)
Hmm got what use after i collect so many?
can change stuff actually like camera n etc...
i just enjoy playing the game, cause i
didnt really spend alot on tis game.
First time i play is like $10
last me for around 3-4 hrs. And i didnt even
notice that i sit there for so long(butt gt flower)
Kinda Suprise that actually DDR got
NEW version:X DDR X2
happen to see frm a web site.
Guitar n drum too V7
is like WOW mani new games.
MIA arcade kinda long le :X
Sudden so many new games hahas.
Don't think will touch those game
without emiko or my peepz^^
Meeting emiko soon for my
Japanese language lesson hahas:)
Roar!~ About the job really feel so . . .
Ask me go training ended up ask
me wait for call like wasting my time
Training 5 Hrs give me $10.
Friends all sae y i so stupid go for that job.
Zzz... Stupid me. After that god father also
sae y i so silly go for that interview :'(
i was like haish T.T after that,
mummy told me maybe hari raya?
might going indonesia again!~
Recently~
i addicted to this game in arcade
the fishing game:X frm Japan
So far i have collected 850 Tg token
n extra 27 left:X
Looking forward to collect more :)
Hmm got what use after i collect so many?
can change stuff actually like camera n etc...
i just enjoy playing the game, cause i
didnt really spend alot on tis game.
First time i play is like $10
last me for around 3-4 hrs. And i didnt even
notice that i sit there for so long(butt gt flower)
Kinda Suprise that actually DDR got
NEW version:X DDR X2
happen to see frm a web site.
Guitar n drum too V7
is like WOW mani new games.
MIA arcade kinda long le :X
Sudden so many new games hahas.
Don't think will touch those game
without emiko or my peepz^^
Meeting emiko soon for my
Japanese language lesson hahas:)
8:25 AM.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Feel Damn Idiot
Recent stay home Waiting for 21/7 WED
Training start. If possible will be working
either town or yishun :X Miss old work place :(
Change new enviroment sure screw up :X
Need time to adapt hope training nothing
goes wrong some more working style different.
This time is work independently :( Mummy todae
come home, she still keep ask me the same question:X
ROAR~~
Tomorrow sat, going out wit mummy around
11 plus ba or 12 plus. Maybe going get new phone,
LG lollipop:X I find that this month i watch alot of
movies, Toy story3, 9 Temple, Blood pledge, Predators
and Twlight saga.
7:22 AM.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
RANDOM!!!!
12:54 AM.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
ARRGHHH!!
Birthday sux:X Bad 21st Bday for myself
Birthday sux:X Bad 21st Bday for myself
Yawn didnt sleep well :'(
realli damn tired. . .
todae mummy come home saw me cry :X
keep ask me who bully all this. . .
T.T i jus feel so sucky .
Then tis morning the person call ask me
able to go interview ma:X around 2pm
i was like omg tired n shag so i sae stick to thurs.
Some more so bad luck during bday, if interview
sure gg de :(
Meet rachael go East Coast Park.
Eat mac, walk walk at the beach, slack n drink.
Thanks for company me.
Thanks Brother n Mummy for the present.
Really miss u loads :(
haish, but theres nth i can do :X
Things change easily. . .
haish, but theres nth i can do :X
2:59 PM.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Miserable Birthday~
Feel so sucky now. . .
Damn:( What a 21st bday. . .
Things don go well this year.
Fine Whatever! I'm Rubbishh~
Todae meet yvonne at pasir ris.
Sorry! im late:X Cause didnt sleep for the nite.
Eneded up morning den able to get some rest...
But ended up late:X Then take a bus head to
downtown watch movie Predators.
hahas kinda nice n funny some parts but very gore also:X
When reach downtown buy movie ticket that time,
the girl give us the tic den sae need show ID when entry.
i was like lol den aftet that i ask yvonne
the show is it rated as R 21?
hahas:X Den ended up the movie is Nc16.
Gosh do we look so young? :X
And the ticket she wrote NO REFUND so big :(
Dots ._." After movie shop at
White sand thenhead to simei n home sweet home.
Thanks yvonne for the birthday card:) bestie we know each other since pri 1 :)
This year is the worse year i ever have,
only scolding n quarrels.
No laughter. .
Shed Tears everyday. . .
Soon im bleeding Rubbishh~
Any Girls avaliable ? *loves
10:15 AM.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Happy 21st Birthday Piggy CHERYLhahahas ~ Own u a present first :)
And sorrie Danial if i make u feel that way,
i didn't mean it :(
i didn't mean it :(
Todae shop @ suntec.
before that morning got interview. . .
But don't think can make it .
Hope this Thurs the interview i can make it.
But he sae if pass den i will
Cause i need job :X
Todae bought nail polish n 2 foundation. . .
I'm Real broke le. . .
Todae caught 4 mao mao
2PINK 1GREEN 1ORANGE
You are just like them :X
What you sae is just entertain me?
I really cant belive that ...
You sae you are difference from them
but. . .
haish
love is all abt sex .
Why must sex involve in every relationship?
No sex no love.
What is true love?
Do True love need sex in return?
SNSD Who Look Best Without Makeup & Who is the most 4D?
SNSD Alcoholic Level !
Thx buddy for cheering me up :X the video really funny:)
no wonder u keep laughing :P
before that morning got interview. . .
But don't think can make it .
Hope this Thurs the interview i can make it.
But he sae if pass den i will
work at west area
n not tpy:X a bit sian but no choice. . . Cause i need job :X
Todae bought nail polish n 2 foundation. . .
I'm Real broke le. . .
Todae caught 4 mao mao
2PINK 1GREEN 1ORANGE
You are just like them :X
What you sae is just entertain me?
I really cant belive that ...
You sae you are difference from them
but. . .
haish
love is all abt sex .
Why must sex involve in every relationship?
No sex no love.
What is true love?
Do True love need sex in return?
SNSD Who Look Best Without Makeup & Who is the most 4D?
SNSD Alcoholic Level !
Thx buddy for cheering me up :X the video really funny:)
no wonder u keep laughing :P
12:53 PM.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Rubbish Upgrading in progress~~style change^^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Grandma~
love my grandma lots
although i seldom accompany her:X
theres a reason behind it but i wil try to
accompany her more:X
Recently have a bad dae. .
but its over so no point keep thinkin
Freak feeelin so cold :X
No matter what you do,
even i dont get to see you often. . .
but i can feel your love.
Cause you already Rob my heart :)
9:12 AM.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Todae visit god daddy @ NUH :X
kinda piss of cause of the nurse. his sick wil tend to nag n
wad kind of attitude
that nurse show sia:X damn
cann see she frm china:X
the way she tok :X cause she
don understand eng also.
Then go Shopping, go NEW LOOK
bought 1 skirt n 1 top.
Bought 1 legging for mummy:X
Slack @ starbuck n chill.
Bought 1 muffin, n im eating the muffin nw:X
so sweet :X
And LAST i FOUND my cookie monster hahahahs xD
12:38 PM.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Back to blog again.
hahahs look at the cookie monster:)
But now missing :( i dont know y :X
Hmmm. . . ok anyway todae somebody COOL to me ar.
WHAT:X :(
Now i bloggin while emiko n cheryl chit chatting non stop :X
ROAR!~ now having my japanese lesson
Konchiwa~ Arigato~ Ohayo~ Oyasuminasai~ watashi wa buta~
hahahs:X Cant imagine emiko willing to spend so much
just to get her mongolian language book n CD :X
Damn ex ish like 135$ buy@ Kinokuniya
So RANDOM y emiko @ my hus . . .
cause she miss her last train :) due to her client late for the meetin:X
Raymond manage to go hm but nt emiko :X
Yawnz~ so tired tml stil need wake up @ 7am
Oyasuminasai おやすみ^^
あなたは私を必要とするたびにもう二度と
人を残して、私はあなたのそばにいるよ。
hahahs look at the cookie monster:)
But now missing :( i dont know y :X
Hmmm. . . ok anyway todae somebody COOL to me ar.
WHAT:X :(
Now i bloggin while emiko n cheryl chit chatting non stop :X
ROAR!~ now having my japanese lesson
Konchiwa~ Arigato~ Ohayo~ Oyasuminasai~ watashi wa buta~
hahahs:X Cant imagine emiko willing to spend so much
just to get her mongolian language book n CD :X
Damn ex ish like 135$ buy@ Kinokuniya
So RANDOM y emiko @ my hus . . .
cause she miss her last train :) due to her client late for the meetin:X
Raymond manage to go hm but nt emiko :X
Yawnz~ so tired tml stil need wake up @ 7am
Oyasuminasai おやすみ^^
あなたは私を必要とするたびにもう二度と
人を残して、私はあなたのそばにいるよ。
12:54 PM.
Recently reali alot of things happen. guess i bad lucky ba:X
Recently dad in hospitel .Quarrel wit aunt cos of my family stuff,
quarrel wit my baby, quarrel wit dad n alot of rubbishh reali damn stress.
Work also problem, everything problem n i reali dunno wad to do.
Hugging this cute doll when i'm down.
Simply loved tis doll, n recently Rachael caught
1 too only 1$. hahs don forget credit to who oo :)
Toook some picture~
This picture look so cui :(
Damn ugly, afterall post in my own blog so nvm
hahahs~
This is the cat that i always talk about:)
i always bring her home whenever i saw
her at @house downstairs. . .
Play with her after that bring her down again:)
This cat very hyper de :X
Recently i watch Toy story3 n 9 Temple with Rachael.
After so long nv meet her n go shopping:X
Recent go orchard tour wit her:X hahahs~
she bring me to 313,Ion n taka etc~
About dad, i reali duno wad to sae.
Whenever he start a conversation with me
is all about mummy bad things, n is like before they give birth
to me all also tell me. He sae jus wanna let me noe.
But since already past jus let it go le ma no point keep saying:X
He tell me before i born my mummy already do wrong to him,
but since before got me already like tat y stil give birth to me
since he always SUSPECT i'm NOT HIS DAUGHTER.
That reali hurts me actually, how he can sae tat.
Now he sae y he ask me go study i don wann to?
Why i chooose to go ITE bukitbatok tat time
Why i don wann go Macpherson? i Told him
is not tat i don wann is they nv offer the course that i choose.:X
He's the 1 ask me nt to study, now he's the 1 ask me go sch again.
That time i told him abt going back sch he sae i sure cannot.
I dunno wad he wan actually. Everything is he sae.
He sae y am i keep calling other ppl daddy is it mummy's bf
i lazy to explain, jus tat sometime is actually friends call me
n i do hab so gan daddy what. He sae i lie k nvm jus treat it i lie den.
No matter what i sae is lie. I jus don understand whenever
he start talk to me or bro, is all abt mummy mummy n mummy.
I ask him we really got nothing else to talk? except mummy?
He even chase me home when i visit him @ hospital.
I really dunno how. I'm just feel so lost. . .
Mummy moving house again been busy help mummy pack things.
Last, me n bro closer to mummy.
Cause she always the 1 be there for us whenever we down.
She's the 1 that bring us joy, company us, teach us n willing to spend time
with us n not dad. He only bring money home .
So how u expect we tell u everythings. In dad mind
as long as he feeed us he consider mission complete.
He don even care when we young wait till now den care, of cos wil feel
abit awkard:X haish~
Cant imagine, even new yr all this reunion dinner all without him
Since when we got tuan yuan b4.
He always left us @ grandma house n he work not even 1 dae
company the whole family. He thrash the family.
All my young photo baby photo, i didnt see any single photo
i take with dad.
This picture look so cui :(
Damn ugly, afterall post in my own blog so nvm
hahahs~
This is the cat that i always talk about:)
i always bring her home whenever i saw
her at @house downstairs. . .
Play with her after that bring her down again:)
This cat very hyper de :X
Recently i watch Toy story3 n 9 Temple with Rachael.
After so long nv meet her n go shopping:X
Recent go orchard tour wit her:X hahahs~
she bring me to 313,Ion n taka etc~
About dad, i reali duno wad to sae.
Whenever he start a conversation with me
is all about mummy bad things, n is like before they give birth
to me all also tell me. He sae jus wanna let me noe.
But since already past jus let it go le ma no point keep saying:X
He tell me before i born my mummy already do wrong to him,
but since before got me already like tat y stil give birth to me
since he always SUSPECT i'm NOT HIS DAUGHTER.
That reali hurts me actually, how he can sae tat.
Now he sae y he ask me go study i don wann to?
Why i chooose to go ITE bukitbatok tat time
Why i don wann go Macpherson? i Told him
is not tat i don wann is they nv offer the course that i choose.:X
He's the 1 ask me nt to study, now he's the 1 ask me go sch again.
That time i told him abt going back sch he sae i sure cannot.
I dunno wad he wan actually. Everything is he sae.
He sae y am i keep calling other ppl daddy is it mummy's bf
i lazy to explain, jus tat sometime is actually friends call me
n i do hab so gan daddy what. He sae i lie k nvm jus treat it i lie den.
No matter what i sae is lie. I jus don understand whenever
he start talk to me or bro, is all abt mummy mummy n mummy.
I ask him we really got nothing else to talk? except mummy?
He even chase me home when i visit him @ hospital.
I really dunno how. I'm just feel so lost. . .
Mummy moving house again been busy help mummy pack things.
Last, me n bro closer to mummy.
Cause she always the 1 be there for us whenever we down.
She's the 1 that bring us joy, company us, teach us n willing to spend time
with us n not dad. He only bring money home .
So how u expect we tell u everythings. In dad mind
as long as he feeed us he consider mission complete.
He don even care when we young wait till now den care, of cos wil feel
abit awkard:X haish~
Cant imagine, even new yr all this reunion dinner all without him
Since when we got tuan yuan b4.
He always left us @ grandma house n he work not even 1 dae
company the whole family. He thrash the family.
All my young photo baby photo, i didnt see any single photo
i take with dad.
1:40 AM.
