Thursday, April 8, 2010
yest injuried my foot :(
thought of carry the monitor out of my roooom since
the monitor already spoil.
but too heavy cant carry
carry till half way drop n hit till my fooot *OUCH*
theres goes my dae. wit the swollen pig fooot
go see doc ended up bandage
todae off at home whole dae.
listen music watch tv. . .blablabla. . .
there goes my dad :"u nvr work? y the cup u always don wanna wash".
im damn lazy to ans u again n again.
even i tel him ish my bro nt me he wil stil scold
i might as well jus keep quiet!
yet he scold frm kitchen to living rooom
frm living rooom to my rooom .
non stop *my heart thinkin after all his stil my father*
but he don even care bout hw i feel
everything ish me me me n me ~
forever me. im the onli 1 doin wrong things
cause i side my mummy?
frm they divorce till nw i didnt side any1
cos 1 ish my mum 1 ish my dad.
i seldom go family gathering nt cos mummy don allow
ish cos he everytime tel grandma i side mum all tis
tel aunt tat i didnt even care bout him
all wil start to sae me nag at me n ask me to ignore my mum
did they even thought of who giv birth to me ?
ish easy to sae but hard to do.
im nt like him so heartless can ignore grandpa for so long time.
whenever i miss grandma i wanna visit her but i scare of those Q
whers my mum all tis wad she do wit who nw?
i duno hw my aunt see me, i duno hw they think of me.
afterall they also onli care bout my bro the most.
always ask bout him when i don even noe wad is he doin.
his jus a hi bye bro alrite !
he ask me to do wad i must do
never sae no, or else he wil jus box me anytime. . .
or even kill me. back to the memories when i sec 1
wad kind of hus ish tis. hell.
thought of carry the monitor out of my roooom since
the monitor already spoil.
but too heavy cant carry
carry till half way drop n hit till my fooot *OUCH*
theres goes my dae. wit the swollen pig fooot
go see doc ended up bandage
todae off at home whole dae.
listen music watch tv. . .blablabla. . .
there goes my dad :"u nvr work? y the cup u always don wanna wash".
im damn lazy to ans u again n again.
even i tel him ish my bro nt me he wil stil scold
i might as well jus keep quiet!
yet he scold frm kitchen to living rooom
frm living rooom to my rooom .
non stop *my heart thinkin after all his stil my father*
but he don even care bout hw i feel
everything ish me me me n me ~
forever me. im the onli 1 doin wrong things
cause i side my mummy?
frm they divorce till nw i didnt side any1
cos 1 ish my mum 1 ish my dad.
i seldom go family gathering nt cos mummy don allow
ish cos he everytime tel grandma i side mum all tis
tel aunt tat i didnt even care bout him
all wil start to sae me nag at me n ask me to ignore my mum
did they even thought of who giv birth to me ?
ish easy to sae but hard to do.
im nt like him so heartless can ignore grandpa for so long time.
whenever i miss grandma i wanna visit her but i scare of those Q
whers my mum all tis wad she do wit who nw?
i duno hw my aunt see me, i duno hw they think of me.
afterall they also onli care bout my bro the most.
always ask bout him when i don even noe wad is he doin.
his jus a hi bye bro alrite !
he ask me to do wad i must do
never sae no, or else he wil jus box me anytime. . .
or even kill me. back to the memories when i sec 1
wad kind of hus ish tis. hell.
9:51 AM.
