Saturday, April 10, 2010
feeel down ~
i duno wad the hell i'm doin. .
i cant reali think n solve my problem. .
sometime i jus wish i jus keep remain like a kid
so i wont need to noe so much thing or learn.
tats y some ppl sae tat when u young u wanna grow up faster
but when u grow old u will feel like time pass so fast.
todae go work, mooody face.
after tat i jus put my bag get my personal stuff done
den i jus sit down there listen to the song . .
theres goes cheryl:"must be something wrong uh".
*nods* haish. .
n i jus leave my fone there go toilet .
after i come back frm toilet
cheryl somehow lecture me.
i noe i veri stupid, i didn't want it to happen tat way .
i jus duno y i cant think of a solution after i recieve a cal
frm a person :X
after tat person calls my hart reali messed up
i was like shyt wad should i do again?
will it happen again? ended up in police station again?
i noe im kind of sensitive too:X
i jus afraid of history repeat :'(
after some talk back to work
n my partner his wife bring the 2 kids come to work place
n i saw nick n joey.
sooo long nvr see them le but i still :(
pass them my lollipop n den hug nick.
his 3 yrs old onli but he talk alot. . .
n joey 5 yrs old . .
so when i sit down nick come to me n sae jie jie u see
my lollipop stil havent eat i was like y u nvr eat oo
he sae cos he wanna save hahas . i was like u wan i buy u more :)
then nick ask me y i like so sad i jus keep quiet sae no ar:X
after work, go dinner wit them but i didnt reali eat.
after tat go bugis shop shop wit them bought a toy for nick n joey
after tat head home wit cheryl.
cheryl seems like more click to joey instead of nick hahs :X
before we go to the bus stop nick sae jie jie bb n giv me a hug
aww so sweet. wil miss him .
there goes my dae.
something missing~ wonder wher it goes. . .
i duno wad the hell i'm doin. .
i cant reali think n solve my problem. .
sometime i jus wish i jus keep remain like a kid
so i wont need to noe so much thing or learn.
tats y some ppl sae tat when u young u wanna grow up faster
but when u grow old u will feel like time pass so fast.
todae go work, mooody face.
after tat i jus put my bag get my personal stuff done
den i jus sit down there listen to the song . .
theres goes cheryl:"must be something wrong uh".
*nods* haish. .
n i jus leave my fone there go toilet .
after i come back frm toilet
cheryl somehow lecture me.
i noe i veri stupid, i didn't want it to happen tat way .
i jus duno y i cant think of a solution after i recieve a cal
frm a person :X
after tat person calls my hart reali messed up
i was like shyt wad should i do again?
will it happen again? ended up in police station again?
i noe im kind of sensitive too:X
i jus afraid of history repeat :'(
after some talk back to work
n my partner his wife bring the 2 kids come to work place
n i saw nick n joey.
sooo long nvr see them le but i still :(
pass them my lollipop n den hug nick.
his 3 yrs old onli but he talk alot. . .
n joey 5 yrs old . .
so when i sit down nick come to me n sae jie jie u see
my lollipop stil havent eat i was like y u nvr eat oo
he sae cos he wanna save hahas . i was like u wan i buy u more :)
then nick ask me y i like so sad i jus keep quiet sae no ar:X
after work, go dinner wit them but i didnt reali eat.
after tat go bugis shop shop wit them bought a toy for nick n joey
after tat head home wit cheryl.
cheryl seems like more click to joey instead of nick hahs :X
before we go to the bus stop nick sae jie jie bb n giv me a hug
aww so sweet. wil miss him .
there goes my dae.
something missing~ wonder wher it goes. . .
11:56 AM.
