Friday, April 30, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOY BOY
stay happy always. SMILE:)
stay happy always. SMILE:)
todae reali veri TIRED.
feel so shag again. . .
and tis morning reali veri moody =[
haish damn y am i so mooody all the time
ROAR!! I HATE THIS FEELING~
after work meet dar dar go bras plaza
bought a mathematics syllabus A
n some stationary...
i'm getting ready to study wit emiko =]
after that dinner @ mos burger
head to cold storage buy milk coffee drink
den cab home. . .
I'm ADDICTED to this song currently
EREN -Takkan Pisah
but stil need an expert to explain to me :)
feel so shag again. . .
and tis morning reali veri moody =[
haish damn y am i so mooody all the time
ROAR!! I HATE THIS FEELING~
after work meet dar dar go bras plaza
bought a mathematics syllabus A
n some stationary...
i'm getting ready to study wit emiko =]
after that dinner @ mos burger
head to cold storage buy milk coffee drink
den cab home. . .
I'm ADDICTED to this song currently
EREN -Takkan Pisah
sayang aku ingin berbicara kepadamu
tentang apa yang tengah aku rasakan
ada apa, ada apa katakanlah semuanya
ku kan dengarkan duhai cintaku
bila nanti orang tuamu meridhoi dengan
apa yang ku rasakan padamu
semua orang tua ingin yang terbaik untuk anaknya
begitu pun orang tuaku
kau takkan tinggalkanku
takkan pernah, sayangku
janjimu janjiku untukmu
reff:
takkan ada yang pisahkan kita
sekali pun kau telah tiada
akan ku pastikan
ku kan memeluk menciummu di surga
jangan kau pergi tinggalkan aku
bawa aku ke mana kau mau
janji ku padamu
jiwa dan ragaku mati pun ku mau
repeat reff :X
but stil need an expert to explain to me :)
9:30 AM.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Don't know much thing ish better
than know too much.
it's painful to know too much. . . NO MORE HISTORY REPEAT
im losing slp again. . .
reali shag someone pls tuck me to bed =X
cant afford to slp 2to 3 hrs n stay awake .
IM REALI TIRED . . .
yest work, normal.
after work go home.
after go home do my stuff.
after my stuff i do nothing.
baby you will always on my mind
take caiire of yourself
stay happy always too
time to challenge our love n trust again.
cause you'll be busy for now.
no more nonsense from me.
than know too much.
it's painful to know too much. . . NO MORE HISTORY REPEAT
im losing slp again. . .
reali shag someone pls tuck me to bed =X
cant afford to slp 2to 3 hrs n stay awake .
IM REALI TIRED . . .
yest work, normal.
after work go home.
after go home do my stuff.
after my stuff i do nothing.
baby you will always on my mind
take caiire of yourself
stay happy always too
time to challenge our love n trust again.
cause you'll be busy for now.
no more nonsense from me.
2:08 PM.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Happy Birthday To Hao n Eileen
now ish 3.55am n im stil awake ._.i cant slp ~ ROAR :X
*sobb* feeel damn stresss.
wad should i do. negative things came
into my mind again . . .
i've already found my love n
im happy to hab him by my side.
12:53 PM.
Monday, April 26, 2010
ROAR~~~
Todae go suntec wit dar dar:X
first go POSB bank replace my previous ATM card
after tat go pei dar dar eat.
den we go shop around carrefour.
cant find the Masala wine for tiramisu *emo*
after tat go to second lvl .
see those household electrical stuff
den go to books section see book .
den happen tat i saw the Mongolian Phrasebook
which Emiko wanna get.
so i just help her buy :X no shld sae buy for her ba=]
hahas wanna suprise her:X n ish like left onli 1 .
plus Mongolian phrasebook in sg veri hard to get .
im sure she will be damn happy n shock hahas.;pray
after tat go Face shop buy fake eyelash n i bought
landyard too cos $4/- n the girl sae ish for donation
for the Haiti Earthquake Relif Fund .
after tat go ARCADE wanna catch the toy hello kitty
but didnt manage to get T.T
after ARCADE we go SOUPerlicious
hab dinner:X actually i plan to eat the Jolt It up Beefy Thai
ended up i swop wit dar dar the Tokyo Love.
Jolt It Up Beefy Thai -Wrap n Roll
Tokyo Love -Sandwitch
but their best food ish SOUP =]
didnt manage to drink cos kinda full after the sandwitch
after food go back carrefour n get my strawberry
den head to Coffee Bean .
bought dbl choc wit coffee n a bottle
cos my pink bottle spoil le.
n they onli hab green n black so no choice i get the green
den cab home wit dar dar.
and now im enjoying my coffee bean drink n bloggin:X
*arrbishh*PANDA BIG BULLY
call me auntie T.T i feeel so old
reali auntie le ='( nvm i'm auntie
Reno shall be Uncle hahahs :X
Baby you r jus like my sunshine,
you light up my life.
sitck wit u baby everlasting love muackiies♥
Todae go suntec wit dar dar:X
first go POSB bank replace my previous ATM card
after tat go pei dar dar eat.
den we go shop around carrefour.
cant find the Masala wine for tiramisu *emo*
after tat go to second lvl .
see those household electrical stuff
den go to books section see book .
den happen tat i saw the Mongolian Phrasebook
which Emiko wanna get.
so i just help her buy :X no shld sae buy for her ba=]
hahas wanna suprise her:X n ish like left onli 1 .
plus Mongolian phrasebook in sg veri hard to get .
im sure she will be damn happy n shock hahas.;pray
after tat go Face shop buy fake eyelash n i bought
landyard too cos $4/- n the girl sae ish for donation
for the Haiti Earthquake Relif Fund .
after tat go ARCADE wanna catch the toy hello kitty
but didnt manage to get T.T
after ARCADE we go SOUPerlicious
hab dinner:X actually i plan to eat the Jolt It up Beefy Thai
ended up i swop wit dar dar the Tokyo Love.
Jolt It Up Beefy Thai -Wrap n Roll
Tokyo Love -Sandwitch
but their best food ish SOUP =]
didnt manage to drink cos kinda full after the sandwitch
after food go back carrefour n get my strawberry
den head to Coffee Bean .
bought dbl choc wit coffee n a bottle
cos my pink bottle spoil le.
n they onli hab green n black so no choice i get the green
den cab home wit dar dar.
and now im enjoying my coffee bean drink n bloggin:X
aww i like look FAT !! cant wear pink :X
*arrbishh*PANDA BIG BULLY
call me auntie T.T i feeel so old
reali auntie le ='( nvm i'm auntie
Reno shall be Uncle hahahs :X
Baby you r jus like my sunshine,
you light up my life.
sitck wit u baby everlasting love muackiies♥
8:41 AM.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Rubbishh.Arbishh - INSOMNIA again~
omg ish 4.00 am in the morning n im awake
i cant slp again.
yest work, have a bad headach =[
stomach pain too:X
reach home bath.rest.
play cs awhile wit moo moo.
after tat fall asleep .
when sotong call me im like half awake.
after tat suddenly i shock n see the hp
omg i forget call back.
so faster call back n lucky sotong havent slp
manage to tok awhile, after tat sotong go slp.
n now i'm like awake.
ROAR~ y i jus cant slp .
1hr 2 hr i wake up.
feel damn shag le:X omg .
throat like abit pain.
keep coughing
stomach pain n headach zzz *emo*
有时我只会简单欺骗自己
只对你有感觉
i feel so fortunate to hab him.
and he has been veri patient.
i love u baby ~
omg ish 4.00 am in the morning n im awake
i cant slp again.
yest work, have a bad headach =[
stomach pain too:X
reach home bath.rest.
play cs awhile wit moo moo.
after tat fall asleep .
when sotong call me im like half awake.
after tat suddenly i shock n see the hp
omg i forget call back.
so faster call back n lucky sotong havent slp
manage to tok awhile, after tat sotong go slp.
n now i'm like awake.
ROAR~ y i jus cant slp .
1hr 2 hr i wake up.
feel damn shag le:X omg .
throat like abit pain.
keep coughing
stomach pain n headach zzz *emo*
有时我只会简单欺骗自己
只对你有感觉
i feel so fortunate to hab him.
and he has been veri patient.
i love u baby ~
12:59 PM.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
BROTHER RAYMOND TAN!!
first time post big big for brother :X oops
happy 27 bday faster get yaself a gf
first time post big big for brother :X oops
happy 27 bday faster get yaself a gf
KO :X
im seriously KO hahas.
yest chat wit tat sotong till he fall
asleep hahs:X
todae lucky mummy gif me a call in the morning
or else i will be late for work:X
todae work kinda relax.
no problem :) wee~
but i feeel so tired. 3rd dae didnt reali slp well.
after work go home rest .
waiting for sms n call :X
watch tv till i fall asleep on the sofa
after i woke up i see the tv omg the show
Quarantine! ._. i was like arrgh!
but i stil watch idk y?
sms sotong but his reply kinda slow =[
cause his busy outside:X
n i chat wit moo moo:)
sad sotong smses like onli a few. .
after that i cant slp so plan to play cs
wit moo moo but moo moo cant wait n fall asleep
so while i reading blog do my stuff panda msn me
hahas sae his bored cos of audi-ing n cs-ing .
n i was like o.o i didnt manage to play wit my fren cs =[
stomach pain again . duno wad's wrong first time so bad
always pain at afternoon n nite.
guess i blog till here gonna play CS! wee hahas:X
hope can forget but jus nw the show n make myself tired
n fall asleep:) i gotta work later on @12:X *emo*
simply love
simply miss
simply you
ish all abt you n me no one else.
- for tat ____-
you once told me tat you will changed
but u didnt. once twice. . .
i forgive you lots of times but things jus cant work
i duno is it me or you.
whenever i didnt giv u wad u wan u wil throw
me a bad attitude.
im happy wit my life right now.
i don wann anything to reminds me of the
nightmare. pls jus let me go.
11:59 AM.
Friday, April 23, 2010
INSOMNIA - 失眠!!- ~
2 daes didnt slp le.
feel so tired n goin KO :X
stil kinda sad bout my HP .
EMO all my pic inside n messages. .
goin to spend around $100++ to repair my
fone no matter wad.
cause of contacts n messages.
repair le den see how ba. . .
Todae at work got some argurment .
feel damn sad, he shout in front of so mani ppl
again n again. when he noe tat ish his fault he jus simply
keep quiet. haha standard.
after tat continue my work stuff.
after work my partner send me home todae
thx bubbles =]
after tat bath do my stuff n wait for my baby as uaual:X
[ no stresss k ] hope i didnt stress u:X
i always love the way you are,
cause that's you.
if i love you must accept the way you are,
cause that's love.
Each dae passed by my love grew stronger .
cause i love you:)
2 daes didnt slp le.
feel so tired n goin KO :X
stil kinda sad bout my HP .
EMO all my pic inside n messages. .
goin to spend around $100++ to repair my
fone no matter wad.
cause of contacts n messages.
repair le den see how ba. . .
Todae at work got some argurment .
feel damn sad, he shout in front of so mani ppl
again n again. when he noe tat ish his fault he jus simply
keep quiet. haha standard.
after tat continue my work stuff.
after work my partner send me home todae
thx bubbles =]
after tat bath do my stuff n wait for my baby as uaual:X
[ no stresss k ] hope i didnt stress u:X
i always love the way you are,
cause that's you.
if i love you must accept the way you are,
cause that's love.
Each dae passed by my love grew stronger .
cause i love you:)
9:14 AM.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
DAMN EMO!
my LG Icecreamz SPLIT into 2!
i cant belive it man. . .
haish todae work finish early.
den reach home bath everything.
den rest awhile .
jus nice benjamin cal ask me i playin cs
is it i sae no ar:X den he sae he saw my nick
inside playin i was like lol...
jus nice i nth to do i sae play together
den after tat recieve call frm a fren
den i spill the water omg whole floor wet
tryin to clean, den hp drop den split!
omgT.T my contact n messages all inside.
reali damn EMO. reali bad luck.
as long as u happi i'm happi
i will try my best not to stress u
if i do i'm sorrie.
my LG Icecreamz SPLIT into 2!
i cant belive it man. . .
haish todae work finish early.
den reach home bath everything.
den rest awhile .
jus nice benjamin cal ask me i playin cs
is it i sae no ar:X den he sae he saw my nick
inside playin i was like lol...
jus nice i nth to do i sae play together
den after tat recieve call frm a fren
den i spill the water omg whole floor wet
tryin to clean, den hp drop den split!
omgT.T my contact n messages all inside.
reali damn EMO. reali bad luck.
as long as u happi i'm happi
i will try my best not to stress u
if i do i'm sorrie.
7:24 AM.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
HATE tis Feeling~
todae work.
yest didnt reali slp.
i slp like onli 2 hrs cos cant fall asleep
kinda tired. shag:X
after work meet dar dar :X
Got bad headach.
stomach still pain sometime.
Tong bully me ;'(
baby im jus simply love
u so much.
im waiting for chance to get out of the circle:(
shall stop here, headach :(
todae work.
i slp like onli 2 hrs cos cant fall asleep
kinda tired. shag:X
after work meet dar dar :X
Got bad headach.
stomach still pain sometime.
Tong bully me ;'(
baby im jus simply love
u so much.
im waiting for chance to get out of the circle:(
shall stop here, headach :(
9:02 AM.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
BAD weather ~
this few daes weather nt veri goood
hot n cold :X
todae work, kind of free spend my time read books
the book reali kinda interesting. read till non stop :X
after that back to work.
check stock again. omg theres it goes my stomach pain
again :( till tak boleh tahan i go take my medi :X
but i didnt bring out omg *faints*
just bare wit it :(
after work head home.
rest n missing some1 ~~
something missing again :X
n hope sotong faster recover cos his sick:X
baby mus take caiire
cause tis few daes weather nt veri good.
love u always baby ~
this few daes weather nt veri goood
hot n cold :X
todae work, kind of free spend my time read books
the book reali kinda interesting. read till non stop :X
after that back to work.
check stock again. omg theres it goes my stomach pain
again :( till tak boleh tahan i go take my medi :X
but i didnt bring out omg *faints*
just bare wit it :(
after work head home.
rest n missing some1 ~~
something missing again :X
n hope sotong faster recover cos his sick:X
baby mus take caiire
cause tis few daes weather nt veri good.
love u always baby ~
10:13 AM.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Monday blues~
todae meeet sf n nu er. . .
we go dobhy. n omg i was late for around 1 hr:X
cos last min got some things crop up .
when i reach there, go smoking area find nu er
den go in to the hot pot buffet .
cause she sae she was eating half way ask me join her
but i tell her i nt eatin den she jus keep ask me go ._.
after tat we at there like till around 8 plus.
they eating n i reading my books n hab some chat.
after dinner pei nu er walk to her workplace den i
go back dobhy buy tomato soup n go guardian buy some stuff.
den head home.
haish yes i noe i did something stupid but i jus cant control.
baby u r always in my mind
i might forget some other things
but 1 thing i can assure ish i wont forget u :)
todae meeet sf n nu er. . .
we go dobhy. n omg i was late for around 1 hr:X
cos last min got some things crop up .
when i reach there, go smoking area find nu er
den go in to the hot pot buffet .
cause she sae she was eating half way ask me join her
but i tell her i nt eatin den she jus keep ask me go ._.
after tat we at there like till around 8 plus.
they eating n i reading my books n hab some chat.
after dinner pei nu er walk to her workplace den i
go back dobhy buy tomato soup n go guardian buy some stuff.
den head home.
haish yes i noe i did something stupid but i jus cant control.
baby u r always in my mind
i might forget some other things
but 1 thing i can assure ish i wont forget u :)
8:38 AM.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
feeelin down ~
yest nite reali feeel so foolish ...
todae go work
not in goood mood
n i did something stupid todae. . .
i feeel damn stress.
im lost, wad shld i do.
n shock todae near workplace saw 2 person
whack a bangala :X i was like ._.!
at first ish they quarrel then suddenly the person jus
punch him . im nt been kpo go see.
but cause jus nice i need to walk tat path to get stuff so
happen to saw tis 2 ppl whack .
after tat saw ah yong den we hab a chat.
off to work again.
my last customer i serve veri funni.
ish a china man actually.
he was looking for silicon case for hp.
after i told him the price, he tell me y so ex
n his comparing sg n china the pricing
i was like ._. u in sg nw nt china oo.
n i told him these silicon take areoplane come sg wann
he jus laugh hahas:X ._.
baby i'm missing u ~
yest nite reali feeel so foolish ...
todae go work
not in goood mood
n i did something stupid todae. . .
i feeel damn stress.
im lost, wad shld i do.
n shock todae near workplace saw 2 person
whack a bangala :X i was like ._.!
at first ish they quarrel then suddenly the person jus
punch him . im nt been kpo go see.
but cause jus nice i need to walk tat path to get stuff so
happen to saw tis 2 ppl whack .
after tat saw ah yong den we hab a chat.
off to work again.
my last customer i serve veri funni.
ish a china man actually.
he was looking for silicon case for hp.
after i told him the price, he tell me y so ex
n his comparing sg n china the pricing
i was like ._. u in sg nw nt china oo.
n i told him these silicon take areoplane come sg wann
he jus laugh hahas:X ._.
baby i'm missing u ~
Labels: I almost forgot what's pain
8:54 AM.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
YOU + ME = ♥
together we make a difference.
missing you so much. . .
can't stop loving you.
i want nobody, only you.
Todae work.
damn shag:X onli slp for 2 hrs. .
after work meet EMIKO, YUMIKO, LEMON n CHERYL .
n they all reach n im late . cause work something crop up. .
so ended up they wait for me omg so sorrie :X
after tat go to bras plaza popular.
shop there around 2 hrs. . .
._. n i buy a book The Qur'an.
im jus interested in knowing different kind of religon stuff.
n EMIKO brought some of her Quran books along just to lend me :X
aww thanks anyway.
after popular i go meet a supplier take some sample
n i go back dinner wit them at mos :X
didnt reali eat cause keep coughing. . .
stomach hurt again ._.! n i keep coughing.
we chat n slack at mos. read bout the books.
cause she bought a bible.
n she tell me she have 4 bibles already i was like y stil buy sia
n she sae all different vers. . n she's comparing.
after tat she show me her another book.
the book talks abt the bible n Quran:X
something like tat . . . n ish quite interesting.
then happens that LEMON tell me a joke abt the muttons midnite
the joke bout i pad hahahs i was laughing like hell.
n another joke ish like there's 3 chinese ma after tat they emigrate to a ah mo
country, so their name in chinese is bo, chu n fu
but ah mo duno hw to prounce so they prounce as book, chuck n fu_ _.
then i stun n i like hahahs laughing n they laugh even louder :X
after that she ask me go home n memorise the jap alphabet.
n write the alphabet.. going to test me next week omg. . .
after mos cheryl smoke outside mos n i smoke 2 puff:X
p.s:oops. sorrie =[
after that cab home with cheryl
kinda tired . . .
stomach still pain like hell omg :(
looking forward to meet nu er sooon~
so long nvr see her le :X
always love u~
together we make a difference.
missing you so much. . .
can't stop loving you.
i want nobody, only you.
Todae work.
damn shag:X onli slp for 2 hrs. .
after work meet EMIKO, YUMIKO, LEMON n CHERYL .
n they all reach n im late . cause work something crop up. .
so ended up they wait for me omg so sorrie :X
after tat go to bras plaza popular.
shop there around 2 hrs. . .
._. n i buy a book The Qur'an.
im jus interested in knowing different kind of religon stuff.
n EMIKO brought some of her Quran books along just to lend me :X
aww thanks anyway.
after popular i go meet a supplier take some sample
n i go back dinner wit them at mos :X
didnt reali eat cause keep coughing. . .
stomach hurt again ._.! n i keep coughing.
we chat n slack at mos. read bout the books.
cause she bought a bible.
n she tell me she have 4 bibles already i was like y stil buy sia
n she sae all different vers. . n she's comparing.
after tat she show me her another book.
the book talks abt the bible n Quran:X
something like tat . . . n ish quite interesting.
then happens that LEMON tell me a joke abt the muttons midnite
the joke bout i pad hahahs i was laughing like hell.
n another joke ish like there's 3 chinese ma after tat they emigrate to a ah mo
country, so their name in chinese is bo, chu n fu
but ah mo duno hw to prounce so they prounce as book, chuck n fu_ _.
then i stun n i like hahahs laughing n they laugh even louder :X
after that she ask me go home n memorise the jap alphabet.
n write the alphabet.. going to test me next week omg. . .
after mos cheryl smoke outside mos n i smoke 2 puff:X
p.s:oops. sorrie =[
after that cab home with cheryl
kinda tired . . .
stomach still pain like hell omg :(
looking forward to meet nu er sooon~
so long nvr see her le :X
always love u~
11:19 AM.
Friday, April 16, 2010
Baby I can't be far
Cause I'll be with you all the time
Hoping that i will walk out of the dark circle soon
All i want is to be by your side Baby
Will you hold me tite
And i don't wanna lose you.
I can't find a reason to let u go,
cause im simply addicted to you♥
Todae work for 3 hrs
den off to meet Emiko.
we slack n chat abt planning to take "N" or "O" level.
so after her accounting course we chiong studies together.
And Jap language.
And she plan to ask derek to teach science lol
i was like ._. hahas. And she going to be my jap language teacher.
after tat we change topic to yumiko.
Tomorrow might going national library.
Then head to bras plaza popular.
stomach ach again haish.
damn pain .
still thinking of monday shld i go to the clinic or nt .
Cause I'll be with you all the time
Hoping that i will walk out of the dark circle soon
All i want is to be by your side Baby
Will you hold me tite
And i don't wanna lose you.
I can't find a reason to let u go,
cause im simply addicted to you♥
Todae work for 3 hrs
den off to meet Emiko.
we slack n chat abt planning to take "N" or "O" level.
so after her accounting course we chiong studies together.
And Jap language.
And she plan to ask derek to teach science lol
i was like ._. hahas. And she going to be my jap language teacher.
after tat we change topic to yumiko.
Tomorrow might going national library.
Then head to bras plaza popular.
stomach ach again haish.
damn pain .
still thinking of monday shld i go to the clinic or nt .
9:29 AM.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
im crazy or im jus purely stress ~
i hope i can find my ans soon
things no longer like before so happy n fortunate . . .
sometime im jus tryin to lie to myself
sometime it maybe my fault
but im jus afraid to step out frm the dark circle.
so wad if 1 dae i step out frm tat circle?
ish already tooo late.
mummy called jus nw n was like scoldin me
for nothin. i did call her sae tat bro ish lookin for her
n she scolded me n insits tat im lying i didnt called.
after doc todae, dad was like scoldin me bout y tat dae called u nvr pick up
i was working im damn busy hw am i goin to pick up?
its seems like everything i do nobody ever apperciate.
nobody care = rubbishh
tats y im rubbishh.
yay rubbishh ish sick todae. .
stomach ach
cough
blablabla
all abt us~
i hope i can find my ans soon
things no longer like before so happy n fortunate . . .
sometime im jus tryin to lie to myself
sometime it maybe my fault
but im jus afraid to step out frm the dark circle.
so wad if 1 dae i step out frm tat circle?
ish already tooo late.
mummy called jus nw n was like scoldin me
for nothin. i did call her sae tat bro ish lookin for her
n she scolded me n insits tat im lying i didnt called.
after doc todae, dad was like scoldin me bout y tat dae called u nvr pick up
i was working im damn busy hw am i goin to pick up?
its seems like everything i do nobody ever apperciate.
nobody care = rubbishh
tats y im rubbishh.
yay rubbishh ish sick todae. .
stomach ach
cough
blablabla
all abt us~
8:47 AM.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
FINALLY i got my i pod touch le :X
wee~ so happy. . but having problem hw to reg for the warranty :X
simply love my i touch ♥
but i love my baby more :)
love u baby huggies muackiies ♥~
10:39 AM.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
feeel down ~
i duno wad the hell i'm doin. .
i cant reali think n solve my problem. .
sometime i jus wish i jus keep remain like a kid
so i wont need to noe so much thing or learn.
tats y some ppl sae tat when u young u wanna grow up faster
but when u grow old u will feel like time pass so fast.
todae go work, mooody face.
after tat i jus put my bag get my personal stuff done
den i jus sit down there listen to the song . .
theres goes cheryl:"must be something wrong uh".
*nods* haish. .
n i jus leave my fone there go toilet .
after i come back frm toilet
cheryl somehow lecture me.
i noe i veri stupid, i didn't want it to happen tat way .
i jus duno y i cant think of a solution after i recieve a cal
frm a person :X
after tat person calls my hart reali messed up
i was like shyt wad should i do again?
will it happen again? ended up in police station again?
i noe im kind of sensitive too:X
i jus afraid of history repeat :'(
after some talk back to work
n my partner his wife bring the 2 kids come to work place
n i saw nick n joey.
sooo long nvr see them le but i still :(
pass them my lollipop n den hug nick.
his 3 yrs old onli but he talk alot. . .
n joey 5 yrs old . .
so when i sit down nick come to me n sae jie jie u see
my lollipop stil havent eat i was like y u nvr eat oo
he sae cos he wanna save hahas . i was like u wan i buy u more :)
then nick ask me y i like so sad i jus keep quiet sae no ar:X
after work, go dinner wit them but i didnt reali eat.
after tat go bugis shop shop wit them bought a toy for nick n joey
after tat head home wit cheryl.
cheryl seems like more click to joey instead of nick hahs :X
before we go to the bus stop nick sae jie jie bb n giv me a hug
aww so sweet. wil miss him .
there goes my dae.
something missing~ wonder wher it goes. . .
i duno wad the hell i'm doin. .
i cant reali think n solve my problem. .
sometime i jus wish i jus keep remain like a kid
so i wont need to noe so much thing or learn.
tats y some ppl sae tat when u young u wanna grow up faster
but when u grow old u will feel like time pass so fast.
todae go work, mooody face.
after tat i jus put my bag get my personal stuff done
den i jus sit down there listen to the song . .
theres goes cheryl:"must be something wrong uh".
*nods* haish. .
n i jus leave my fone there go toilet .
after i come back frm toilet
cheryl somehow lecture me.
i noe i veri stupid, i didn't want it to happen tat way .
i jus duno y i cant think of a solution after i recieve a cal
frm a person :X
after tat person calls my hart reali messed up
i was like shyt wad should i do again?
will it happen again? ended up in police station again?
i noe im kind of sensitive too:X
i jus afraid of history repeat :'(
after some talk back to work
n my partner his wife bring the 2 kids come to work place
n i saw nick n joey.
sooo long nvr see them le but i still :(
pass them my lollipop n den hug nick.
his 3 yrs old onli but he talk alot. . .
n joey 5 yrs old . .
so when i sit down nick come to me n sae jie jie u see
my lollipop stil havent eat i was like y u nvr eat oo
he sae cos he wanna save hahas . i was like u wan i buy u more :)
then nick ask me y i like so sad i jus keep quiet sae no ar:X
after work, go dinner wit them but i didnt reali eat.
after tat go bugis shop shop wit them bought a toy for nick n joey
after tat head home wit cheryl.
cheryl seems like more click to joey instead of nick hahs :X
before we go to the bus stop nick sae jie jie bb n giv me a hug
aww so sweet. wil miss him .
there goes my dae.
something missing~ wonder wher it goes. . .
11:56 AM.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
yest injuried my foot :(
thought of carry the monitor out of my roooom since
the monitor already spoil.
but too heavy cant carry
carry till half way drop n hit till my fooot *OUCH*
theres goes my dae. wit the swollen pig fooot
go see doc ended up bandage
todae off at home whole dae.
listen music watch tv. . .blablabla. . .
there goes my dad :"u nvr work? y the cup u always don wanna wash".
im damn lazy to ans u again n again.
even i tel him ish my bro nt me he wil stil scold
i might as well jus keep quiet!
yet he scold frm kitchen to living rooom
frm living rooom to my rooom .
non stop *my heart thinkin after all his stil my father*
but he don even care bout hw i feel
everything ish me me me n me ~
forever me. im the onli 1 doin wrong things
cause i side my mummy?
frm they divorce till nw i didnt side any1
cos 1 ish my mum 1 ish my dad.
i seldom go family gathering nt cos mummy don allow
ish cos he everytime tel grandma i side mum all tis
tel aunt tat i didnt even care bout him
all wil start to sae me nag at me n ask me to ignore my mum
did they even thought of who giv birth to me ?
ish easy to sae but hard to do.
im nt like him so heartless can ignore grandpa for so long time.
whenever i miss grandma i wanna visit her but i scare of those Q
whers my mum all tis wad she do wit who nw?
i duno hw my aunt see me, i duno hw they think of me.
afterall they also onli care bout my bro the most.
always ask bout him when i don even noe wad is he doin.
his jus a hi bye bro alrite !
he ask me to do wad i must do
never sae no, or else he wil jus box me anytime. . .
or even kill me. back to the memories when i sec 1
wad kind of hus ish tis. hell.
thought of carry the monitor out of my roooom since
the monitor already spoil.
but too heavy cant carry
carry till half way drop n hit till my fooot *OUCH*
theres goes my dae. wit the swollen pig fooot
go see doc ended up bandage
todae off at home whole dae.
listen music watch tv. . .blablabla. . .
there goes my dad :"u nvr work? y the cup u always don wanna wash".
im damn lazy to ans u again n again.
even i tel him ish my bro nt me he wil stil scold
i might as well jus keep quiet!
yet he scold frm kitchen to living rooom
frm living rooom to my rooom .
non stop *my heart thinkin after all his stil my father*
but he don even care bout hw i feel
everything ish me me me n me ~
forever me. im the onli 1 doin wrong things
cause i side my mummy?
frm they divorce till nw i didnt side any1
cos 1 ish my mum 1 ish my dad.
i seldom go family gathering nt cos mummy don allow
ish cos he everytime tel grandma i side mum all tis
tel aunt tat i didnt even care bout him
all wil start to sae me nag at me n ask me to ignore my mum
did they even thought of who giv birth to me ?
ish easy to sae but hard to do.
im nt like him so heartless can ignore grandpa for so long time.
whenever i miss grandma i wanna visit her but i scare of those Q
whers my mum all tis wad she do wit who nw?
i duno hw my aunt see me, i duno hw they think of me.
afterall they also onli care bout my bro the most.
always ask bout him when i don even noe wad is he doin.
his jus a hi bye bro alrite !
he ask me to do wad i must do
never sae no, or else he wil jus box me anytime. . .
or even kill me. back to the memories when i sec 1
wad kind of hus ish tis. hell.
9:51 AM.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
finally back to blog. .
hmmm last few daes, went to IT fair at expo.
shop for some stuff didnt manage to get the things i want.
after tat head to tampinese. .
Dobhy the next dae. .
shop n walk around bought a candle Raspberry cush n vanilla smell .
the smell damn sweet . .
n some craft paper. . .
eat at Just -Acia unagi rice ;luv
aww. . . wonder when den can get my i touch :'(
planing to buy new crumpler :)
tis month damn broke :(
hmmm last few daes, went to IT fair at expo.
shop for some stuff didnt manage to get the things i want.
after tat head to tampinese. .
Dobhy the next dae. .
shop n walk around bought a candle Raspberry cush n vanilla smell .
the smell damn sweet . .
n some craft paper. . .
eat at Just -Acia unagi rice ;luv
aww. . . wonder when den can get my i touch :'(
planing to buy new crumpler :)
tis month damn broke :(
10:33 AM.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
feeling suckx. . .
HAPPY APRIL FOOL~
wake up quite early tis morning~
Todae work, damn tired.
check the stuff, pack the things.
after tat hab a chat wit colleage:X
hahas he was like telling me, he sae: "joanne, u noe
i sometime think i also regret having a gf outside flirting outside".
i was like *stun* den he ask me u noe wad most important to girls?
i sae dunno. den he sae ish the relationship.
i was like lol:X so RANDOM lol he.
then he sae his wife treat him how good all tis . . .
then start to ask me abt me.
i was like i busy le hahhas :X
when finishin work i pack up den go.
before i go tat time a thing drop n hit my toe again !
i was like OMG !!! DAMN PAIN!!!~~
tat time the door hit untill till nw havent reali recover nw the thing
hit untill like so pain ROAR~~
poor toe swollen again :(
meet mummy den go chomp chomp eat dinner . . .
i order unagi rice, she eat oyster n her bf eat salmon rice.
wee! suddenly feel like eating mango puddin :X
after all the dinner then head home .
todae kanna fool 3 times :(
first kenny call sae ILOVEU i was like LOL WTH r u talking abt??
he sae happy april fool
after tat amy call sae i saw u jus nw wit ya bf huh. i was like lol wher gt
last ish baoer :X she sae my house on fire ?? i was like lol wher gt hahahs :X
happy april fool lol. . .
HAPPY APRIL FOOL~
wake up quite early tis morning~
Todae work, damn tired.
check the stuff, pack the things.
after tat hab a chat wit colleage:X
hahas he was like telling me, he sae: "joanne, u noe
i sometime think i also regret having a gf outside flirting outside".
i was like *stun* den he ask me u noe wad most important to girls?
i sae dunno. den he sae ish the relationship.
i was like lol:X so RANDOM lol he.
then he sae his wife treat him how good all tis . . .
then start to ask me abt me.
i was like i busy le hahhas :X
when finishin work i pack up den go.
before i go tat time a thing drop n hit my toe again !
i was like OMG !!! DAMN PAIN!!!~~
tat time the door hit untill till nw havent reali recover nw the thing
hit untill like so pain ROAR~~
poor toe swollen again :(
meet mummy den go chomp chomp eat dinner . . .
i order unagi rice, she eat oyster n her bf eat salmon rice.
wee! suddenly feel like eating mango puddin :X
after all the dinner then head home .
todae kanna fool 3 times :(
first kenny call sae ILOVEU i was like LOL WTH r u talking abt??
he sae happy april fool
after tat amy call sae i saw u jus nw wit ya bf huh. i was like lol wher gt
last ish baoer :X she sae my house on fire ?? i was like lol wher gt hahahs :X
happy april fool lol. . .
8:55 AM.
