Rubbishh~ emo again . . . thinkin bout e past

this few daes veri tired. and busy look for job.

sometime might think bout e past thing.

hais, i realy stupid bah =[

recently, my sleeping timing change . Zzz . . .

anyway now on the phone with terence.

and today is his bday =] so HAPPY BIRTHDAY =]

Zzz. bully by him .

Rubbishh wish~ justin n eileen HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

hais recently alot of things happen . it don seems easy to handle.

hais. . . i don wish to like this but. . . no choice.

hais ugly no choice. i hate web cam too >.<

arrrgh. . . main point ?UGLY is the end

anyway today went dobhy reach ther 3, then waitin for sum1 appear but hais change to 8pm

so i wait. 8pm le he nvr come but rach n jensen came.

after that they went back first den i go arcade.

play wit emiko a few rounds then go home .

yest morning go jalan damai see the toy poodle

just 7 weeks old onli. so cute.


TOY POODLE puppies

so small.

7 weeks old =]

hahas omg soo cute. but if gotta compare to the 1 at pasir ris pet farm,

the pet farm wan cuter n nicer. And this is BROWN but the pet farm

is lyke a bit raddish BROWN but no pic for that poodle.

i love the poodle but mummy insits the pet farm wan better but i think both also cute

if can choose i will choose pet farm de.

but the price for this 2 diff . 1 is 1,750 1 is 990 onli . ZzZzz so much diff .

RUBBISHH~ tired. Zzz

today very tired .

now 5 am yet im still awake. . .

gotta go sleep soon =X

nothing happening during mother's day.

just go dobhy pei rayson have his dinner then head back home.

reach home clean my room stuff cause later got ppl going to fix air-con.

RUBBISHH~ tonite wanna GET HIGH ....

im jus back from pasir ris pet farm. . .

went to see puppies =]

omg soo mani puppies . . .multase, poodle, husky, golden retriver, collies n etc. . . .

omg all soo cute. first farm we go omg the puppies soo cheap, cute but not really nice

cause the fur like soo white turn yellow. . .

after that visit the second farm Ericson pet farm.

omg same puppies again hamster and rabbits. all soo cute=]

but the pet there kind of expensive but the pets there lok better than the first farm

and is very CLEAN =]

went to unit 14 saw a toy poodle OMG cute !!! small n very light how i wish can put inside

my bag bring home=] and im suprise mum love that toy poodle to . . .

is a female toy poodle. onli 3 mth old. small breed. sooo kawaii !!!

but it cost $ 1,750 onli discount $ 50 Zzzz.....

too bad cant take pic :'[

mum maybe buying the toy poodle =] so ya hope she will buy =X

now going to city hall le =] after that tonite stjames =] get hight tonite

RUBBISHH~ feeling sux . . . It's complicated again n again .

last week went to dobhy meet emiko, yumiko, raymond n rachel .

went dobhy slack eat chat n gaming =x

i rem my mood super down actually . . .

then after dinner went back arcade 1 2 round ddr saw jovian there playing =x

play wit emiko 1 credit. after we finish the game got enter name tis that come out

thx jovian enter a nice name for me ZzzZzzz...


LAJI wor ... Zzzz

after that go home then rachel come my house cause scare of something =X

recently took some pic of me with spec damn toot n ugly Zzzz...



rubbishh me ...

who am i to you?
where i stand
why no matter how hard i try is still my fault ...
simply ignoring me out of sudden, sms n call me when u feel like you want to?
am i that bad? rubbishh afterall thats how some ppl see me. . .

RUBBISHH~ screw things up again n again...

hais nw 5 plus le im stil awake cause cant zzz...
stil awaiting for sms n call .
wonder anything happen to him again?
or is it he..... hais .
arrgh...
and i go hm first frm dobhy is cause i wanna catch the last train hm....
but she seems like angry wit me...
hais....
what a day today.
bad day again