RUBBISHH~ need some confidence! im in loved but how he feel?

GET WELL SOON

tired >.< didn't really sleep well
cause of some thing happen....
eh. i guess i miss it, n im late? wad it means i seriouly idk ....
been thinking bout go hospital visit him is it a mistake? wil i regret
but this time i got it answer, no. But im nervous
but actually didnt intend to go in see him face 2 face .
cause i scare he might don wann or feel uncomfortable?
this question ans stil unknown
now i just dont know what to do?
all i can do is awaiting for phone call .
and hope he get well soon!
mum call and ask what happen this that so just @#^&@# ..
and thanks leon for updating the info =X

heard that god dad gotta hab another major operation. cancer
so.....

now is my dad. he throw me a stack of rubbishh to me and say, you see what ya mum send me
is a stack of lawyer letter .
he scolded mum bitch all this n that ... saying that mum only love $$$.
this time im jus keep QUIET. usually i will say him back n #@$%&%
cause my heart didnt really listen to what he say.
after that he give me a call and say where are you this that. Zzz
and ask me where i going this that.....

rubbishh miss you loads!!