RUBBISHH~ damn idiot! im sick back ach sore throat n fever :'[

recently alot of stupid thing come out...
things like the audition stuff.
really stupid to say it inside here anyone interested can sms me or call to ask for more info.
u guys sure will find it stupid too .
didn't really care to online audition too.
so sick to see tat person online . cause aways find ppl trouble now i understand y ppl always find him trouble.
recently meet des n bunny hahas...
lunch n chit chat =]
guess nothing to blog le so shall jus stop here =]


arrgh im sick >.< feel so bad.

RUBBISHH~ its complicated.... idiot me

so long didnt blog le...
guess only some ppl know what im doing this day ..
go bb find him n pei him.
this few days is all about him only.
accompany him go here n there.
but this few days we quarrel twice.
:[ idk maybe is my fault.
im just so sensitive alright =X
where's my confidence. i still havent found my confidence :'[
i still scare as usualy when ever i with him n his friend :'[ my bad my bad

RUBBISHH~ crazyy....

yest visit him, but stil feel stress.
cause his 2 fren there. =X
but i try to ask myself nt to scare.
but i feel bad. kind of anti-social.
my bad seriously.
and i forget to bring bob dog cirget candy also my bad =X LOL...
yest night he have his operation.
i wanted to wait for him. but nuer sick so have to bring her back n pass my fren something.
i feel very bad n uneasy. worried too .
all i can do is wait for his call n smses.
finally he call n im so happy to hear his voice
yest nite till morning didnt slp.
cause kind of worry bout him.
he call me, asking me wanna go down?
im sorry cause i kind of tired n stomach hurts alot.
after that i fell asleep and i see gt a miss call so i call back .
i dont know i got heard wrongly not he is able to discharge?
after that he say will call me later,
i drop him sms but no reply, guess he is resting now.
hoping that he call me soon or sms me .
im really crazy. i dont know why.

u n him?
wad it means?
im still thinking .

RUBBISHH~ need to boost up her confidence. . .

waiting for phone to ring....
smses or call?
flip the phone up n down.
see the time all this.
try to brain wash my mind cause i living for myself and not others.
but.. i still cant ...
im been thinking after i left what will they comment bout me?
but they don seems bad, they are kind of nice =X
maybe the problem lies with me this super rubbishh brain of mine

RUBBISHH~ need some confidence! im in loved but how he feel?

GET WELL SOON

tired >.< didn't really sleep well
cause of some thing happen....
eh. i guess i miss it, n im late? wad it means i seriouly idk ....
been thinking bout go hospital visit him is it a mistake? wil i regret
but this time i got it answer, no. But im nervous
but actually didnt intend to go in see him face 2 face .
cause i scare he might don wann or feel uncomfortable?
this question ans stil unknown
now i just dont know what to do?
all i can do is awaiting for phone call .
and hope he get well soon!
mum call and ask what happen this that so just @#^&@# ..
and thanks leon for updating the info =X

heard that god dad gotta hab another major operation. cancer
so.....

now is my dad. he throw me a stack of rubbishh to me and say, you see what ya mum send me
is a stack of lawyer letter .
he scolded mum bitch all this n that ... saying that mum only love $$$.
this time im jus keep QUIET. usually i will say him back n #@$%&%
cause my heart didnt really listen to what he say.
after that he give me a call and say where are you this that. Zzz
and ask me where i going this that.....

rubbishh miss you loads!!

RUBBISHH goin running tml :] jyjy !!!

todae wen bugis :]
ddr 1 round
dinner wit them...
then go hm....
Zzz...

todae went to ah yi hus . . .
her baby i month old got celebration held at ah ma hus =]

after that go home change n meet erica go lan awhile
audi, jus to attend des wedding party
hee.. n grat des n zami they pass :]
after that went to dinner with erica n benson
then went back arcade ddr then go home =]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL =]
7 april


actually should be meetin rach ....
but cause god dad wound infection admited to hospital again...
went to NUH visit him with mummy =[
heard that he might need another operation so ....
hais...
so sorry that nvr meet you..


this few days so tired...
Zzzz...
feel kind of EMO again, but im always emo de... =[
hope to meet up with rachel soon =X



EMO T(oo)T

RUBBISHH♥YOU 1:51 PM.

RUBBISHH~ feeling down n EMO waiting for a call =X

hais...
sobb... wad am i doing ...
wondering wad i did jus now...
afterall ish over?
lose somthing again...
damn lonely ....
im all alone once again ='[

how i wish i can do tis again

if i do sure kanna screw =X


hope he wil call ....

RUBBISHH~ been thinkin wad is love all about.... >.<"
(soo ugly how ppl accept)

recently job hunt....
hais sooo hard to find job>.<
all ish wait for call....
hais....
soo hard to get a job... =[
going crazy!!!
ARRGH!.....
walk around OG... happen to see tis omg sooo cute...

soo cute the ANGEL




the pig pig soo cute...

on the way home ....
saw herman the bastard luhh....
sux him la ...
soo bad ANGRY...
keep suan me de...

at my hus donwnstairs carpark happen to see this car design till soo cute
hhahas so sweet.. erica n i was like thinkin EMIKO will sure love tis car alot..
cos lots of hello kitty stuff hahhas =]




after tat ericaNUER come my hus we watch Qurantine < i dunno the spellin correct>
damn scare cos the sound effect n gross... =[
after tat see her play audi n i play awhile also den Zzzz....


RUBBISHH~hais ='[