
RUBBISHH~how i wish i cann see this beautiful rainbow

arrrgh recently veri tired
zzz...
soo crazyy luhh me....
recently meet des n her fren....
they veri funny =X
anyway sorry staney...
cos i disappoint him....
hais im soo crazyy....
7:30 PM.
RUBBISHH~im jus soo TIRED
sigh....
few daes rot at hm ...
rotten le...
feel tired ...
all i wann ish sleep.
my eyes hurt!!!!
12:31 PM.
RUBBISHH jus gt a new spec :]
recently try VICEROY ICE ....
omg sooo cold .... :[
hmmmm...

VICEROY ICE :]
today go to thiong bahru collect spec...
then walk around there bought a new slipper shengfun but fer me de.....

pink brown :]
after that decide to watch hotel for dog:]
shengfu treat again heh heh ....

the movie very nice....
those dog soo cute ...
cry after the movie. cos i miss my dog....
pass away gt 1 mth 5days....
sobb...
just now just burn untill my hand
cos doind something with cheryl.....
zzzz....
12:09 PM.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
RUBBISHH ~ no mood to update til now.... nobody understand how rubbishh feel .... still no mood.... quarrel wit sum1 special .... *sob*recently mummy strike toto...mum bring me go do spec =]and bring me to thai express to eat... bought me famous amos cookie.... =Xfri going thiong bahru to collect spec.... maybe next week goin malaysia or indonesia .... she havent make up her mind....zzz :'[ today meet sum1 to hab a chat.. ended up force me to explain wad happen on 14 feb 2009 n 15feb2009ARRGH!!!! it reali piss me off.... after all it reminds me how my dog die! i miss my dog..... you point at ppl's dog and same it look like my dog.... :'[ wth!!!! wy must kep remind me bout my dog.... she stay in my heart ..... jus tat nobody know.....14 feb what happen u should know.... sobb.... EMO* i need sum1 ....Labels: ~
10:10 AM.
RUBBISHH veri tired sad n emo ....i been waiting for your call haix.... i thought i cant contact you anymore...at last i found you and i lose you.. why im always soo...... #@%^$%lose this lose that..... i shall lose everything ... so that i can RIP!!!! crazy me again.... rubbishh la!!!!!!!!!!!!this few days not enough sleep.....waitng for sms/call ..... waiting for answer..... just visit my god father today.. he have cancer 2nd stage and need a operation..... went to NUH to wait for his operation done. he say only need 3 hrs ended up 9 hrs.... me and my mum was like tour around the NUH .... sit here sit there walk here n there.... the operation so long. guess is a major operation.... at last around 5 he came out frm the operation theatre.... push back to the ward... his cancer was like on the face??they like operate near his left eyes the cut all the way down to near the neck there... guess the left side of face operate ba.... long cut long stitch.. ouch! omg..... heart pain lo.... haiix..... rubbishh why you always so foolish .belive whatever they say.even thought you trust them so much?can you wake up ?!? you are a rubbishh you stinks and you sux! keep everything inside my heart lock it wait till the heart burst. tats the time when im deadnobody will care even thought they say i do care
9:11 AM.
RUBBISHH tml i guess gotta be real busy.... morning wil be going out wit mum... follow her out shop... visit sum1 in hospital.... look for job etc.....this few days really bored. stay at hm.zzz wake up online n zzz ..... haiix... no mood out anyway....miss baby . =[ sob.. meet erica today .suprise to saw her fren ray there... =Xchit chat . slack. eat wit erica pay bills n go hm... tats hw i spend my day for today.... miss you<3 you ="[
11:43 AM.
RUBBISHH HAB A GREAT FALL ='[sobb... i hurt both my hands n kneeee......T.T it hurts.... super pain .... went toilet 4 times n vomit 1 time zzz....maybe cause of the fried rice....sob....damn pain n dunno what to type le... shall just stop here....rubbishh miss her baby!!
10:18 AM.
垃圾 RUBBISHH!!!!
argh....
this few days really no mood post!!!
even pic also don want post le....
DAMN no mood.....
lose so many thing....
sum1 who so important to me! know so so so many yrs!
sum1 who rubbish <3
now no more ok!
im all alone......
recently learn how to play audi...
kill time
i love music alot tats y willing to learn? or something...
haii....
RUBBISHH not happy with her life now!!!
7:46 AM.
RUBBISHH having high fever ='[
recently everything not right....
work problem
family problem
relationship problem
everything also problem....
haix....
*sobb* don know what to do
cry n cry....
piss off quite alot of frenzz....
anyway i didnt mean it..
recently play audi....
know a few fren there=]
nice to know you guys....
tml shall post some pic and continue my post....
miss you loads...
i miss you but i cant get you anymore....
2:25 PM.
RUBBISHH` tired confused complicated `
should i let go of you? should i? i need a ans. this few days moody....
everything don seems good...
maybe few month no job ...
no job no money...
main problem, the pro always stuck inside my heart....
should i? should i? wher are you. i miss you. but....
everything out of sudden so different..
worse than stranger, everything jus poof gone....
recently hang out with baobei erica =]
omg miss her luh... =X
yest suppose to club then ok ... cancelled
so went to dobhy with erica....
DDR 1 round with her
slack at starbuck ... then she play audi at starbuck using my lappy how cool huh..
then on the way to parklane actually intend to play lan then ended up with her bestie . cause her bestie bday.. anyway happy birthday. =]
then slack slack n slack....
omg the way they drink scary luh...
hahahs then went back parklane then go home...
but tis weekend nvr chase tank....
wonder the tank gt miss me not... i miss the tank =]
wahahahahs....
waiting for erica to come potong...
omg...
`virus attack rubbishh`
1:27 AM.