RUBBISHH -emo moody sad- i simply miss you loads :'[

damn emo....
yest i heard some noise ...
crying sound i guess....
maybe is my dog...
she came back??.......
i guess she didn't want to die too....
like i say WHY must be my DOG!!!!!
feel so fark up....
still cant belive that she just gone like this...
my last hug ....
my last hug for u is when u r DEAD i still cant accept it...

anyway this pic for cute cute wei qiang =] proof that wont forget you have 2 email add ....


i don want any more scolding...
dont ever force me...
i just want some PEACE...
no quarrel no gossip just wanna enjoy slacking with peeps arouund her....
ok yest saw a e-amusement pass on the desk....
but recently i never use so wonder who's card on the desk...
omg is my bro card..
so i just shock...
walk past his room and peep at his com...
saw he seraching DDR de info.....
i was like eh.... *stun*
thought u stop long ago.. it was like when im 11? and u was like 18??
really shock. saw kel came up my hus wait for bro change so i ask him where you all going later with my bro??....
he say going arcade...
your bro want play DDR ....
imao*faint*
all this time he only sit infront of computer
so sudden want go arcade??? zzzzz......
really want to peep how he play ddr de lo...
but got work too bad...
cause i rem last time he always play without holding bar e....


miss my baby ...
i guess he's missing....

I MISS YOU!!! <3 YOU...


Arrgh.... still cant forget everything....
nowadays sux...
hai....
so many problem xiang bu tong..
i think is time to end everything....
by myself.... don wish to drag on....
is totally different story now...
everything change...



you are gone...
no longer by my side...
no point missing you everyday....

rubbishh love tank!
tank love rubbishh??

waha recently keep L4D...
nice game .. omg..
hahs ...
rem play with erica n matt gt a round i saw the tank ..
but the tank chase them instead me so i chase the tank ...
didn't expect erica saw i chase ...
hahs so funny lo
omg.

am i suppose to club.
haix...
fark...
stupid so many pro la.


damn emo
i miss you so much
but you don seem to...

rubbishh damn rubbishh....

i didnt promise anything yet kanna this pro
that ppl tel me :cb nt to let me see u in club...
what did i do...
i didnt promise i jus say try...
fcuk im farking bad luck!!!!!

today is the 8th day my dog away frm me...
i still misses my dog like hell...
ever since 15 feb im really bad luck....
dog away le. and total of 350 dollar lost...
kana some pro.
arrr i cant imagine ....
i thought it will be better but nt at all ....

stay with RUBBISHH FOREVER darling girl`doggy of rubbishh`


i love you! y you leave me so fast.

miss you darling girl...
i cant take it...
tears rolling down my eyes auto mode...
cant control...
its all about you darling girl...
i didnt expect the last time i hugg you
you are DEAD!so cold n soft
can you feel my hug...
i feel your pain... i can feel the car hit you is so pain
so you bite your tongue so tite.
with your eyes open....
haunt the driver darling girl...
you are just 6 yrs old .
why ...
why must be my dog....


you tired? sleeping?...

sobb... i miss you!!!
darling girl my last hug for you is when you are asleep...
sobb!! my last hug i cant imagine is at a hospital
with your body so cold.

i miss your bark
i miss your everything
the way you eat you
the way you sleep
the way you run jump walk
imagine you by my side..

this year my vday gift is...
my dog leave me...
god took my dog away from me why is it my dog..

god daddy have cancer...
so ...
attend aunt funeral this year
dog left me...
god daddy got cancer...
what is next.?

JARED! stop your sms i wont sms you le.
you part of it cause it to happen..
HATE YOU TO THE CORE!

MY BELOVED DOGgirlgirl stay in rubbishh heart.


you havent give birth you want to sleep le .
always so lazy de dog.
always play with my socks.
always sleep on my bed .
wake me up when 7am
follow me around
stand behind me when dad wanna beat you?
i wana hear you bark again . is it possible.









she don like the wor pon pon


don you love to bite my socks!
cant you just come back and bark bite my socks
omg can you don sleep.
or else we gotta burn you le.
why cant you pull through. don you feel happy.
wt... rubbishh she just a dog. but... she's your beloved dog.
stupid brother only know how to scold mummy.
scolded me this morning too...
knock the door when i was resting
i didnt really hear maybe i daydreaming
ask me call mummy i say OK!
i close the door then he knock harder n scolded me cb!
i say louded ok la then he knock untill want bent down my door.
want slap me somemore
CRAZY ok!
slap la so what you brother big fcuk ar
big bro can scold whatever you like sis cannot la.
i hope u faster married and get lost
don't even know you able to do it not.
shit you shit you!!!!
rubbishh is seriously CRAZY today!!!!!!!!!

RUBBISHH SAY SORRY TO RACHEL N FREN THAT JOIN RACH
ON SAT NITE AT ST JAMES POWER HOUSE :[


anyway happy belated valentine day ....
im having a very bad day during valentine!!!
i lose my best fren ...
just cause of a IDIOT!!! you know who you are ...
I FCUKING HATE YOU!!!!
you really piss me off...
say my fren this that ...
you ps me on VDAY!!!
if you not happy to bring my fren in can tell me de..
don need last min!!!
you cause me and my friend quarrel
i really don know how to face them!!!
cause you didn't came... didn't bother to tell us.
didn't bother tel us ...
my friend even say you are enot that bad ...
after mid nite he sms say what his house got pro rhis that.
is was like 2 plus....
2 plus you then say this you are so kind . some more bad mouth my fren!!!
i hate hate hate you yo the core
!!!
cause of the last min change i emo go dobhy...
sobb...
then go chill...

RUBBISHH - scary cab driver =X


omg... yest go jurong after work...
smoke smoke talk talk then go home=]
i take a cab home ...
half way through the high way...
the uncle drive like omg turn here turn there...
i see the mirror omg he sleeping lo...
fall asleep till so scary....
after wake up not long still zzzz...
arrr!!!
he's tired !!! still drive...
many ppl horn him some more.
i talk to uncle...
uncle eh... you tired???
he say no la don't anyhow say i just blink blink eyes...
=.="?? blink blink??
what a good excuse ...

tomorrow vday le...
but i going st james=]

RUBBISHH RUBBISHH RUBBISHH1 just a piece of thrashh


what the ...
everything is me...
rubbishh is just a piece of thrash..
ppl tend to sweet talk when they bored or what...
when you need to talk to them thwey just ya ok or ignore straight.
rubbishh ma what to do.
i simply love rubbishh bin
i love rubbishh ...
rubbishh is my everything =]

today kind of bored and moody during work.
having stock check pro ...

where's the love
where's the happines
where's my everything
GONE!

RUBBISHH resting mode


today kind of tired out of sudden ask me off ..
so went back to sleep.
thought of meeting baby but scare he busy so...
meet rachel at parkway ....
shop shop...
then dinner ...
and shop shop...
bought 2bra wahahas n 1 tank top.=X
hmm.. *broke*
slack awhile at mac cafe then go home =]
after go home awhile meet jared =] take some stuff...
slack smoke smoke
then i saw a cat at the staircase so i walk to the cat
hahas sayang the cat omg so cute and friendly
the cat follow me all the way to the place i sit
jump up sit beside me hahas i sayang the cat
so cute then so nice
got a person scare of the cat walk a super big round just to take lift
haha cause we sit kinda near the lift
then out of sudden the cat rush into the lift when the person inside the lift almost close the door le omg lo...
hahas then the girl shout and jump.
=.=" i shock. i thought nothing happen but she shout so loud the cat run out
it seems like the cat scare that person too ..
pat pat the cat sayang sayang and i go le haha...
so tired i want sleep .
but ...

today's bb bday=]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB=]

RUBBISHH arr so itchy i hate wen zi!!


wen zi keep bite me omg..
so itchy lo
so tired of work le...
keep so many idiot thing come out..
even bought a china kid to..
arr he was so RUDE! you are just 16or17 you so RUDE!!!
even same age you should know basic manner lo
oi oi tap tap me do thing for you...
i got name de even though im rubbishh...
even my partner don like.
cause my partner told me that when he smoke the kid throw his cigrat ask him not to smoke in front of him lol....
so rude..
i think the rumours is true he staying with china women with that bloody rude kid!!!
i prepare to being replace .
mum told me he might get cancer... =[
but his attitude... hai...
dont know what to say le.
anywaya recent bought this cute cool keychain...


money money =]

RUBBISHH stomach hurt alot.


today work as usual...
uncle drive me to work...
he's sad cause aunt pass away...
cann see that his sad. im sad too...
hai...
stupid stomach. ever since fri...
pain till now... don even know what's wrong with it...
hai
4ppl in a row..
alwaya twist and turn story..
sobb... realy very...
arrgh!!!!! why choose rubbishh
kanna scold in msn.
kanna bomb
*emo*
i so good to bomb ma *#^%&$#


damn sad....

RUBBISHH is so lousy!

yest went to st james ....
the music seems not right...
so boring...
but i keep drink drink=]
ok i yest should be drunk le...
i rem i vomite...
then today when i awake my head hurts.....
i rem my mouth stil got weird weird taste
then i go drink milo.
after that i vomit again...
dots...
hai...
after work meet baobei so long no meet you ha...
miss you alot...

RUBBISHH - sad moody love choc miss aunt complicated messed up.


arr tears rolling down my eyes when i visit aunt funeral.
see the coffin . i cry.
cant help. i miss her.
busy with work and stuff. no time visit her . =[
heard that she actually ask the doc to give her injection
so she can sleep. she's tired i guess.
after all people came she sleep.
she did call me but i didnt know and busy till i return call is too late.
cry badly.
after that meet baobei then go work.
rachel come my work place pei me.
eat dinner smoke`only rubbishh smoke`
then eat CHOCOLATE .
im sad i eat choc to try make mysef better.
gotta put on weight. =[
then rachel fren drive us home thanx rachel fren anyway. =X so pai seh
do some skin then sleep

rubbishh miss you always

RUBBISHH miss aunt alot... stay in my heart.


aunt just pass away yest...
die of cancer. =[
but at least she manage to have chinese new year before she go.
i miss her loads.
from young she take care of me ..
she sayang me alot too cause she dont have any daughter. she only got 5son.
last time mum own a shop and work.so always busy
aunt will cook for me and bro to eat all this ...
sew me clothes. buy clothes for me.
ar. sob.
i need so choc.
seriously a dark choc.
sob.
rubbishh ar.
cant really sleep for the whole night.


aunt stay in my heart
rubbishh miss you

RUBBISHH`so tired`


zzz....
later work work le....
sigh... so bored..
today check stock like hell lo
so many thing to check...
this that everithing me....
why me me me ....
sigh... miss clubbing...
maybe might clubb this fri or sat.. hahahs
=] ^()()^ oink oink
miss baby so much....



miss you baby!

Rubbishh- its so complicated


yest went to watch red clif...
if i nt wrong..
watch with kel....
the show very nice...
after that go back home...
omg so tired...
damn tired='[
dont have the mood to work later... T.T
before sleep talk on the phone with gabriel but hai my mood not very good
so the overall conversation also not good...
hai talking to a rubbishh can make you vomit bloood...
charge my energy for 2 more hours then go bedok le....
after that start work ...


i miss you loads
but...