RUBBISHH IS CRAZY!!!!

hai.. sorry today quite emo....
sorry to piss you guys.
hai.. i just find it very hard to live in this world...
ppl tend to look at how the way you behave, your look, your dressing, your figure n etc....
but cant you just shut up??? why must comment and suan...
does it give you any benefit?
ppl advice me to"jus be the way you are, ignore them"
i try to but FAIL cause their remark was really bad and hurts..
ppl tend to say" dont sad there are some ppl worse than you also stay positive"
i try to stay positive.. ignore them ..
but.. they just treat me worse then them alright.
my sec sch give me the BEST memories of how i been...

my life really sux!.
be positive? be happy?
how should i?
must i be really that PRETTY n good FIGURE then i deserve to live in this world...

RUBBISHH just hope you will understand how she feel .
didnt mean to piss you off or last min changes.
after all im sad alright.
is all about you!

say is easy but want to do is so hard!
i thought i can just jump down 'BANG!' then that's all?
im finish full of blood coming out? WOW isn't it cool?
straight and easy? althought will suffer for few mins?
lol guess im really crazy...
actuall around HDB the highest floor can be so nice too.


straight and easy. althought suffer a few mins


maybe start from here?


wow...

i guess im quite ok now.
maybe just still have fever? that cause me so crazy...



RUBBISHH miss you.