Rubbishh club at st james again =X

so tired....
my eyes really like more n more panda le...
went to st james with rachel jared cheryl n jensen
go movida meet doris first then headed to power house
yest hai omg ...
arr... tml gota start work le...
cannot go out late late le...
hmm.. im bored i miss him loads... =[
miss him alot alot alot..
=[
zzzz......


rubbishh miss you

RUBBISHH very tired

Happy birthday to nic =]

haha yest go double O
before double o go dobhy
find emiko baobei nu er they all ...
DDR then go double o
ok ... meet rachel n jared first cab to oo hahahs ...
drink quite alot..
but dont know why feel like vomitng after those drinks....
hai.... anyway might going st james tonite hahas =]
crazy rubbishh lo ...


rubbishh still miss you loads ...

RUBBISHH♥.....

today feeling bad...
meet emiko in the evening went arcade DDR few rounds
DDR upgrade to from nova2 to DDR X
omg... so many nice song but rubbishh no skill le.

DDR X

after ddr feel much better cause stepping e ddr machine?
but i never step it hard cause i dont step hard to score or vent anger.
pei emiko go just acia then go back arcade again.
saw matt,ivan, felicia n her frens.
after last round thought of playing DJ but cannot no time le so
go up to high high slack .
my slipper spoil omg!!! buy super glue paste
i dont know how to open the glue ask emiko she also dont know then fel/ivan fren help
so kind.... then omg the glue came out and his hand kanna
so sorry =[ then he dont even want wash hand =.= i feel so ps lo =[
omg so sorry anyway THANX!
so paste paste my slipper then smoke smoke=]
im sad so i ate some choc...=[
gosh sure put on weight alot for sure...
ok shall post my previous random pic =]




rubbishh♥.....

RUBBISHH LOSE YOU...
no matter how hard do i cant pls you at all

everithing change.
just a quarrel. everything start to....
im just a rubbishh nobody like`its normal`
im rubbishh nobody care`its normal`
so rubbishh lose you`its normal`
cause im rubbishh after all
no changes im rubbishh forever rubbishh
joanne is jus a rubbishh hate it then you will take it
you wont love this rubbishh unless you really rubbishh
rubbishh stay in rubbishh bin
rubbishh own a rubbishh truck n a maid who collect rubbishh
rubbishh pet is pest.
there are good rubbishh too .
rubbishh like the thing you buy and never use is also rubbishh
thats are good rubbishh cause its new just that nobody want to use it

im lost seriously lost
i need someone to...
but nobody except rubbishh


asking myself nt to miss you
but is impossible

RUBBISHH! 2 months!!=]

recently no mood...
dont really wanna post pic =[
quarell with dad no is he scold me for nothing.
some more baby seems angry with me ='[
ok today went to st james again with rachel isaac cheryl and jared
after that vivo mac slack then go home=]

baby faster wake up i want call you tell you soomething =]


rubbishh miss you loads

RUBBISHH change image .
new rubbishh

23/1 me change dressing and rubbishh put make up.
look so omg!
haha i meet rachel at vivo ha.
then go toilet rachel teach me make up
put some make up then head to st james
meet jared outside.
st james power house was like having dont know what annivsary.
so many people i was like =.= but clubbing is like this de ma
starting not really use to it after slowly ok
play with rachel 5 10 something then i keep lose drink and drink =[
haha that nite get high with rachel =X
here some picture of me make up hee


before to st james


ha trying to act cute? ha rubbishh afterall


high at st james

hee thanks rachel help me make up =]


yest after finish work went to dobhy meet emiko.
=] omg play a round of DDR and a round of DJ
ha omg really cannot play i fail sunkiss drop.
duh imao.
after the game went upstairs meet nuer smoke smoke
ha took a pic before i go

hahah ugly me !!

after that meet rachel cheryl isaac they all go watch movie =]
the wedding game haha =]
reach le cathy i go toilet again put make up ha
this time cheryl help me put=]
eh... dont know nice or not but took a picture with rachel =]
hehheh.

another ugly rubbishh style. =]

so slack around cathy till 130am then watch movie=]the show not bad
after movie i go meet nu er and emiko they all .
=] slack till morning then go home .
so tired.
took some pic with nu er . but shall post later or tml =D

rubbishh MISS you! again n again

RUBBISHH CRY!i'm just a bloody rubbishh`smelly belly`

wth. today work sux.
maybe im FIRED?
wth... today rachel come find me pei her buy shorts .
after that she pei me at my work place there.
when i going knock off.
out of sudden the boss check stock
i told you no stock is you say after this will stop work for some time
so dont top up stock.
this you say that you say also but ended up is all rubbish fault!
you everithing want check?
i also neeed tie to do stock.
that time you say batt,headset n ex stuff like memory card then check daily
others weekly.
ended up want all but you last min say de!
scold in front of so many people.
worse is rachel there you still scold so badly not even a single face for me
if i really did wrong you can scold whatever you want
but fir nothing you scold me?!?
i do stock you say i never.
you claim other people do for you the stock till very good where's the stock book??
NONE!!!!
no stock check at all.
they even steal your money k!
i never felt so useless before.
scolded so loudly infront of the crowd.
tears rolling down you still can scold like fcuk

`daddy when you enter jail you say sorry for not taking good care of me and mummy,
you promise to take good care of us when you out, you regret doing wrong things...
the letter that you send to me. ='[
i feel so touch i know all the thing you do must be have reason behind it
but now instead to be better you getting worse
you now adays always will use sentence like the most go in jail again lo no big deal???`

people who dont know me well will puzzle
why later boss later daddy
cause his my god father
13hrs a day
1week 7days work non stop!
after all i mean nothing to you
now i know im just a tool ba.
rubbishh to you.

feel so childish out of sudden.
i thought buy some stuff or eat some stuff my mood or feeling will ok
but not cause rachel there i couldn't really cry out loud
when i reach home tears really roll down i feel like crying again
holding a xxx and start cut cut althought i know is childish
but only this can help my feeling feel better, i very long dont have this feeling tll recently. ='[





thought it could help but....



this cant help too...
thanks rachel
after that take a cab home with rachel.

reach house downstairs smoke smoke then go home =X





miss you always

RUBBISHH =[

yest went to see doc.
after see finish doc i went to work =[
hai. so many medicine ='[ arr
didn't take the medicine till i reach home .
cause will drowsy de.
so cannot take .
after work pass baobei dust coat then off i go
reach home pon pon do some stuff then sleep.
but i cant fall asleep.=[
so tired....




rubbishh miss you again.

RUBBISHH kind of sick

omg today got a real bad headach.
that time sick cough green green sticky thing
but now is red instead of green bloood ='[
still thinking whether to see doctor not!
today before work went my house downstairs buy....


haha. today smoke around 8 stick xue took 10 sticks =.= just cause of jeremy?



this dog so cute.
rubbishh just hug this dog today! omg so cute ok

today as usual nothing much happen at work place.PEACE
but today find that the time fly very slowly.
hai having headach. and cough again
now like got a bit flu again.
gosh really gotta fall sick again?
feel kinda cold. =[



Rubbishh miss you again n again.
you dont seem to care
i think i lose you?
sooner or later ='[

RUBBISHH♥YOU

im so tired.
yest too late go back ...
didn't have enough sleep.
eyes dark like panda.
headach too.. then early morning partner come quarrel again.
do wrong thing cannot correct him or else ##@^&#$%@
lol wtf. if i no correct you is i the one who *%#%&#@ lol
arr.! sick of it. then evening out of sudden so good.
=.= duhh.... today sales not bad cause today got many customer =]
what a busy day.
zzz. i want smoke smoke... =]
5 more days .... haha ... heh heh...


rubbish♥you!!! miss you in my heart

RUBBISHH ENJOY THE DAY but sorry that i cant pei you baby.

today me finish work le go find emiko...
then meet rach n jensen too.

when i reach there go play a round of DDR then go chill with rach...
omg my DDR score drop like hell ha last time can play score was like AA? nt all song
now like B only hahs...
anyway it doesn't really affect me ... is just a game afterall
me rach and jensen firstly wanna go eat bean curd but like very far wor then
i suggest starbuck hahas...
but too bad full so head back to TCC but also full so go to opp giraff.
but attire like very wrong so rach say go fish n co. omg close le
so headed back to TCC ha no ppl le just now very pack lo. hahas
order drink mango yogurt? ha copy jensen . om... tast nice.
order food. deep blue pack. then don't know what evreil.... blah blah ah alamak only rach know how to read ? hahs ...
afterall the food not bad.
smoke smoke but i don feel comfortable smoke there because i don't use ash tray e.
im lously ok. =[ toopid la i know.
forget to take pic and post post? hahs...
after TCC sit at high high there then rach online awhile then they headed home.

me and baobei nu er erica, emiko n raymond chit chat
hahs chill with them.
smoke smoke then go to sakae outside sit sit then online show emiko a website then listen to gazette song hahas...
chit chat and smoke.
went to 7-11 but some stuff munch omg i sure put on weight le =[
took some pic hahs


baobei nu er ... hahs eating cup noodle


gotta put on weight hai...='[


ddr fren raymond hee.. long time no see =x

hahs ...
after munch some stuff then chat with felicia and her friend
listen some music then off i go RUBBISHH go home le.
but meet BAOBEIxue at cathy first then go back together . =]

rubbishh miss you loads..

RUBBISHH so tired ...

this few days keep fall asleep...
maybe cause really too many days din't sleep well...
hai...
damn it my fcukin partner...
keep giving attitude ....
cause yest quarrel with him.
keep tickle my leg???#@$#@%
touch and touch say no ppl saw.
so what! althought im ugly so does it mean i have to let you?!?
he still ignore althought i shout at him so i just slap his hand!
i told you not to disturb rubbishh right. this is the arbishh he get.
what is this. joke also got limit de.
ask me help you read sms. but i doing something cant you wait.
need to say tll like i selfish don want help you????
so i say him cant you WAIT??
not happy already.. start to this that attitude le.
boss reach here around 8 plus .
scolded him for don't know how to find a correct screenguard for customer.
i help him say some good words and help him serve.
you don't even apperciate and give attitude when boss go off.
what is this.!
i previous life own you de???
what the...
mum told me to find other job SHE INSISTS I HAVE TO CHANGE!
duh=.= ...
i told her i need time . i cant just go off leave all those thrash to them right.
hai...
but i think i seriously need a rest.
hai...

rubbishh stil miss you no matter how tired i am [broken rubbishh language]

RUBBISHH =]



just got my KU990r VIEWTY but mine is white in color.
thanx mummy i love you!!! hee ...
first time got touch screen phone.
so cool!
camera good
music good
design good
but 1 thing no good...
NO WLAN ='[
if got wlan best le...
hee ...

yest rachel come find me at my work place
after work we go to opp chong pang de hdb slack awhile ...
thought want transfer her the song but write-protected then we don't know what's tat too then she cant take the song so sad...
hahs...
feel so bad accidentally drop her hp. =[ om.. sorry...
after that we walk to mrt meet my friend jared...
while we walking towards the mrt saw so many place can slack de ...
better than the place we sit ...
then got a block downstairs so many people slack...
hahs i tel rachel we should come here just now .
i told her cause hot spot ma.
too many people till the stais also got people sit.
hahas.. omg ...
when i in the train rachel give me a toopid face. =[
cause i carry a big bag
then all my stuff i put inside.
my lap, psp, mp3, wallet, charger n file.....
the she see me then trying to report me?? cause i carry such a big suspicious article.... she trying to inform the staff or call 999???
wahahahs.... so omg ok.
my rubbishh language come out le.=[
hahahas .... then after that she on the phone le...
reach home online awhile then zzz ...
too tired.



RUBBISHH miss you every single min and sec.

RUBBISHH. . .is so useless..

hai ... today heard some news that a china girl might joining me work ...
but i dont think so i think they trying to kick rubbishh out le..
cause of salay matter ba...
nowadays... 7eleven,cheers,other retail shop n etc...
all using china and malaysian ppl...
cause their salary much lower ma....
not i want high pay too but in sg survive how much we need a day le...
for simple use like food n transport ...
hai...
that girl give me a bad impression too...
cause right now she is beside me sell other stuff de..
she borrow thing before frm me ...
the first time is charger... first she want buy then after that borrow...
she want discount some more when i already did give her a very good price le...
she say forget it la i ask your boss better...
by touching and talk sweet sweet to him then he give her the charger...
omg so cheap ok...
second borrow nail cliper...
i say dont have, cause partner bring it with him then he went malaysia...
then she like y u so lousy de nail clipere also dont have ...
my job dont need nail cliper de ok... hai...
so piss off la... then keep borrow mirror ...
borrow from shelf dont know how to put back...
anyhow put ended up i kanna scold.
always flirt with boss treat her eat send her home... tihisthat..
even some time she came to talk to my partner and my partner ignore her she say
i tel your boss you eat snake lo... for nothing.
some more when she work she is like 24/7 keep on the phone ...
i cant imagine how is it when she work with us...
hai... cant stand her... freaking make me so disgust..
hai what to do.. soon gotta kick me out...

sometime i been thinking am i good enough to...
im sorry i lke very fan today..
i didnt know that i send you same sms ...
hai... next time i must be more alert...

no matter how i still miss you as usual...

RUBBISHH cough as usual
miss you as usual

today very sian.
forget to bring my usb thing out then cannot connect internet. =.="
sigh. LOL.
hai. very tired . very bored .
hahs. cough cough.
then queenie baobei cal me.
chat awhile then hang.
than at nite isaac call say want screenguard. haha
then went to meet isaac and cheryl there .
but i late. cause last min got stock check.
so sorry to make them wait so long haha

so bad xiao U ps me . when talking on the phone hahs =x jk jk hee

RUBBISHH . . .

hai still cough like hell...
omg Rach sick le cause of rubbish's virus.
so sorry wor. must take care. =[
rubbishh so bad.
today very tired. but...
today nothing much to blog.
so .

RUBBISHH miss you as usual!

is all about RUBBISHH and RUBBISHH !!!

rubbishh wanna say sorry! today kinda busy can't chat on phone long when you are out and you are so bored?
really sorry...
today sweety? cutie? pretty RACHEL come yishun chong pang hahas...
hahas she come find me. stupid partner keep disturb rach hahs.. cute lo they 2 .
fight over chair, charger, pluck, then food....
hahs. dots =.="
after that eat snake awhile go walk walk.
hahs. saw a shop selling clothes went in see see.
haha then bought some clothes.
receipt total $$$ also very nice my heart and pocket more nice =x
hahs. hai yest really down. but im ok le. maybe ba
after work went shop shop awhile with rach slack awhile then go home.

fever ok le but still got cough. =X

finally found the song
安静了-SHE
thanx to ann hahs.


只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
却成了 单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己 wo~

撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
安静了 在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局 wo~

撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是爱这你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你



pink,red,dark sliver,light sliver,brown,blue n black

RUBBISHH IS CRAZY!!!!

hai.. sorry today quite emo....
sorry to piss you guys.
hai.. i just find it very hard to live in this world...
ppl tend to look at how the way you behave, your look, your dressing, your figure n etc....
but cant you just shut up??? why must comment and suan...
does it give you any benefit?
ppl advice me to"jus be the way you are, ignore them"
i try to but FAIL cause their remark was really bad and hurts..
ppl tend to say" dont sad there are some ppl worse than you also stay positive"
i try to stay positive.. ignore them ..
but.. they just treat me worse then them alright.
my sec sch give me the BEST memories of how i been...

my life really sux!.
be positive? be happy?
how should i?
must i be really that PRETTY n good FIGURE then i deserve to live in this world...

RUBBISHH just hope you will understand how she feel .
didnt mean to piss you off or last min changes.
after all im sad alright.
is all about you!

say is easy but want to do is so hard!
i thought i can just jump down 'BANG!' then that's all?
im finish full of blood coming out? WOW isn't it cool?
straight and easy? althought will suffer for few mins?
lol guess im really crazy...
actuall around HDB the highest floor can be so nice too.


straight and easy. althought suffer a few mins


maybe start from here?


wow...

i guess im quite ok now.
maybe just still have fever? that cause me so crazy...



RUBBISHH miss you.

RUBBISHH:"i have virus all over me.. arr"

yest didnt really sleep well...
so tired... headach..
today wake up bath pack my stuff and off i go...
when i reach y work place my partner stil not yet reach
too bad means rubishh have to open the shop myself..
='[
went to grab some stuff too n go toilet
imao =.=" i drop my ez link inside toilet bowl =x...
hai forget bout it..
after open the shop i really cannot tahan liao
cant even see things properly...
got customer come ...
gotta help paste screen guard .. dots my hand shake like fcuk...
took a long time to paste the screen...
late afternoon the MR LATE(partner) finally reach . i thought you suppose to reach in the morning...
LOL...

here goes RUBBISHH NAGGING TIME!!!
stock check, stock book, lack of stocks, records, sales low, workers, training
all my fault..
i sick i still work you should happy instead of asking me go home early
you scolded me before you let me off!!!!
when i go off you still able to call and scold lack of stock???
wth... i just been there for the 2nd DAY you say like thousand of days??
scold n scold... non stop...
just a simple +x- still ask me do i also never say anything your precious son only know how to count money la...
i'm sick really feel bad you know?!?
wth...
afterall i just a rubbishh in every ppl eyes...


so next time bad mood feel free to cal rubbishh n start your unhappy stuff all at me.
RUBBISHH is for ppl to scold thrash n show temper...

RUBBISHH is SICK!!!!

rubbishh yest having flu virus n sore throat virus...
todae having fever virus... =[
dots... so no mood so emo cause RUBBISH's head hurts alot...!
im sick n i still work... =[
sigh.. too bad cause nt enough ppl again??
stil gotta train this new member
so i have to be there...
took a cab to my work place...
but when i reach work place i was like arr feel like vomit ...
dots... long time never sick till so bad le ='[
so i put aways all my stuff n i go to the table slp.
so cold n head hurts alot...
clock 1+ 2+ 3+ 4+ 5+..... boss stil haven come arr when then you let me go hm
my head hurts.. cause fever...

again RUBBISHH miss YOU !!!

sigh.. yest talk to me so fierce ...
today no news...
arrgh...
wad's going on

RUBBISHH HAVING FLU VIRUS!!!

arrgh... ROAR i need some anti virus medication=x
the nose was like keep sneezing for the whole day...
sore throat... too... arrgh... think too much rubbishh stuff inside my body..
but i am a rubbishh so i should have lots of rubbishh stuff de ma...
bu si qi la... hahas...
lol i also don know what i talking guess gotta stop here...
cant stand the nose soo itchy!!!

rubbishh miss YOU as usual...

RUBBISHH went shopping!!!

went bugis shopping ...
jus bought my 2 new fucture shorts n 1 long skinny?
2 tees and 1 bwing ... and 1 legging=]
hahahs .... shop shop... hee...
and ...
RUBBISHH see you today so HAPPY!!!

just now rubbishh on the phone=[
i just make sum 1 =[
omg really sorry...
RUBBISHH*emo mode*

past n now...

today the same customer came again... it seems like pick on me or what...
lol.. i finally piss him off...
i know my attitude sux nowadays...
attitude pro hor...
rubbishh you sux alot...
why? ...

the old rubbishh? shy quiet anti social?
now the rubbishh? noisy bitchy idiot?

talk to sum1 jus now ...
long time no chat thought things will be better...
but... he say:i think we don't contact better..
why i can't find a true friend who can chat with me lend me a shoulder ...
where is my bestie... do any1 know..
he say your friend also say you change ...
i really dot dot dot...
change??? ya i do change ...
so...
2days le....
i wonder how he feel bout me too...
me always e same... hoping to see you soon wor...

i don't have a happy school life ever since sec school
i don't have good friends around me?... i treat them as 1 do they treat me as 1?
am i that bad ?? seriously?...
i need a answer...

RUBBISHH'S ATTITUDE SUX ALRIGHT!!!!

attitude attitude...
hai rubbishh miss you again...
today serve a china man... then he was like all the while bully rubbishh ...
keep kpkp rubbishh and say rubbishh sell thing expensive...
hai rubbishh also not the boss... %$#$%@!
say till so loud so bad so rubbishh attitude!

hai also don want attitude...
i want a simple life...

rubbishh miss you loads...

yesterday cant really sleep...
ROAR... so bored so i do my blog.. finally manage to complete.
Mr Ash the first who view e blog...
hahas...
today wake up early go work. Zzzz... so tired
i need some sleep.
i only sleep 3hrs.
headach....
just simply miss you loads i so crazy hahs....

finally i'm done with my new blog...
hahas new year new skin=x
simply love this skin and song...
simple n nice...
spend 2 days plus plus do this edit...
feel so tired now but happy... =]
missing some1 loads... anyway his sleeping...

lalalas